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Chapter 8Ling Hao has agreed to hold a press conference with Xia Mo! Cai Ne opens the conference stating that Ling Hao and Yin Xia Mo initially met on set for filming. Aside from a working relationship, there is nothing of the personal nature going on between them. Ling Hao sits quietly next to Xia Mo, his face lacking the usual ease and self-confidence that he normally maintains in the public eye.
The reporters instantly narrow in on Xia Mo, asking her questions that become increasingly direct and point-blank. Does she know that Ling Hao and An Hui Ni have been dating for two years? If so, then why was she trying to break them up by becoming the third person in their relationship? How does she think her relationship with Ling Hao has affected her sudden transition to leading female role? If her relationship with Ling Hao is so innocent, then why would An Hui Ni publicly announce her departure from the entertainment industry as a result of breaking up with Ling Hao? Doesn’t Yin Xia Mo feel any repentance for causing so much pain to An Hui Ni? If Yin Xia Mo claims that she has done nothing wrong, then what about the attempted seduction at the hotel? An Hui Ni said you were shameless…!
Xia Mo repeatedly and calmly states her innocence; she has done no such thing. She and Ling Hao are only working partners. She doesn’t even own a transparent negligee! If she really was trying to seduce Ling Hao at said hotel, then they should look up the security footage from that hotel!
Realizing that they are not going to get a different answer from Yin Xia Mo, the reporters turn their attention to Ling Hao and start firing questions at him. Why do you think Yin Xia Mo is trying to get close to you? Have you officially broken up with An Hui Ni? Why would you give up your two year relationship with An Hui Ni for Yin Xia Mo? We heard that An Hui Ni was recently taken to the hospital; have you visited her? An Hui Ni’s fans have said that if you leave her, they will instantly boycott you; what do you think of that? Someone close to An Hui Ni has said that she’ll take you back as long as you leave Yin Xia Mo; who will you choose?
Zhen En is freaking out. She and Xia Mo had tried to get contact Ling Hao for the past two days and although he had expressed remorse for what was happening to Xia Mo, he declined to come out in public with her to address the situation. Ling Hao had repeatedly apologized to Xia Mo though, and so Zhen En then decided to try another tactic – she called him every ten minutes. And when Ling Hao turned off his cell phone, Zhen En stood by his front door until she finally found him in the middle of the night. She doesn’t know if her three hours of crying and begging changed his mind but Ling Hao finally called her this morning to tell her that he would appear the press conference.
However, what if Ling Hao is really on An Hui Ni’s side?
The reporters wait anxiously for Ling Hao’s response – whatever he says will ultimately decide the entire situation! Xia Mo stares straight ahead at the cameras but when Ling Hao still does not respond, she cannot help but also incline her head slightly to watch him.
“Yin Xia Mo and I…”
Suddenly, the doors to the conference room are pushed open! As a few of the reporters turn to see who has entered, everyone else’s attention leaves Ling Hao. It is the person who had to be taken to the hospital a few days ago because she got so sick from stress! An! Hui! Ni!
An Hui Ni stumbles to the front of the room, tears in her eyes as she determinedly makes her way to Ling Hao. The reporters are abuzz and crowd anxiously around her, snapping pictures right and left. Ashen and pale… heartbroken… desperate… An Hui Ni only has eyes for Ling Hao.
“I’m sorry… I misunderstood you… Ah Hao…”
“Hui Ni! What’s wrong??”
“I thought… your heart was no longer with me… I thought she used shameless tricks to steal you from me… But, I just realized… you still love me! In your heart, there’s only me! Right? I’m sorry… I should never have doubted you…”
“Hui Ni…”
“Since I misunderstood you… then let me take care of everything…” An Hui Ni faces Xia Mo, who stands up to look back at her. “Miss Yin, you cannot destroy the relationship I have with Ah Hao. I was at the hospital when I received his engagement ring and letter, and I finally realized that I had misunderstood him. I’m going to accept his proposal. Even though you tried countless times to seduce him, I’m still going to be happy. And so, I am willing to forgive you…”
The audience members watching the press conference are touched. The kind An Hui Ni not only does not rightly yell at Yin Xia Mo but also offers to forgive her for her indiscretions! She is too nice…
“Congratulations. Is this the ring that Ling Hao just delivered to you? It is very pretty. However, how come it looks exactly like the ring that Cai Ni received on her birthday when you were filming that scene?”
“Ah Hao bought the same design.”
“I remember that the jewelry designer purposely designed a one-of-a-kind ring for you to convey his appreciation and support of ‘Innocent Love Song’ and your performance.” Complete silence. An Hui Ni feels the cold sweat breaking out on her.
“Well, I must have remembered incorrectly then. There are so many rings in my jewelry box!”
“It’s okay if you remembered the wrong ring. However, there are many things that are better to not remember incorrectly. Such as I’ve never been alone with Ling Hao on a rendezvous date, never even had a dinner together by ourselves. How can you incorrectly remember that?”"
“You… What exactly are you trying to say? Since you have the audacity to try to seduce Ling Hao, why can’t you just admit to it? You tried to seduce him at the hotel, so you should just face up to it…!”
“What hotel? On which day?”
“I can’t remember anymore…”
“Then maybe you ‘can’t remember’ who that person was either??”
The reporters are confused; why is it looking more and more like An Hui Ni is the one lying here? How does she not clearly remember so many things?
“Ah Hao! You tell everyone whether or not Yin Xia Mo tried to seduce you!”
Embarrassment covers Ling Hao’s ashen face. His conscience forces him to look at Yin Xia Mo, who levels a direct stare back at him. However, shame quickly makes him look away. Looking over at Hui Ni, who is anxiously clutching at his sheet sleeve, he sees the desperation in her pleading gaze. Ling Hao knows… her entire career, her reputation, all her hard-earned work… is all riding on his answer… Ling Hao does not agree with what she is doing – and in fact has had several arguments with her about this very issue – but how can he tell the truth and destroy Hui Ni?
“I’m sorry, Xia Mo… I cannot harm Hui Ni…”
Chaos explodes! So Yin Xia Mo did try to seduce Ling Hao! The reporters begin to fire question after question at Xia Mo; so weren’t you the one who was just lying then? Ling Hao has already admitted that you are the third party! Are you going to leave the entertainment industry then? What are you feeling right now?
Members of the public community are a little confused right now though; Ling Hao has essentially affirmed An Hui Ni’s claim but why does something still feel off about the situation?
“You cannot harm An Hui Ni so you choose to not tell the truth?! Do you really think that a simple apology will make everything go away? That you’ll be able to help An Hui Ni cover the truth and make me the one to blame? An Hui Ni, is materialism really that important to you? Because we didn’t throw ourselves before you, so you slapped my agent? Because I didn’t NG and was actually praised by the director, you got jealous and decided to slap me? Because that incident negatively impacted you and got you changed to second lead role, you make up these lies about me trying to seduce Ling Hao?!
“What do you think you’re talking about?! You think I’m jealous of you? What do you have that I should be jealous of? A newcomer with nothing to her name, what right do you have to be talking to me in such a loud voice!”
“Ah Hao… perhaps in your mind he is a treasure. But in my mind, he’s just a regular entertainer. Accusing me of seducing him… you first have to see if I would even like him! Fine; you claim that I tried to seduce him! Well, then let’s just bring it all out for everyone to know! Ling Hao, how did I repeatedly seduce you? When? Where? What did I do? Please tell everyone!”
But of course, Ling Hao cannot say anything. As he surreptitiously avoids Xia Mo’s glare, sweat begins to form on his forehead. Desperate to save the situation, An Hui Ni jumps in to intervene; the only reason that Ah Hao isn’t saying anything is because he’s trying to save face for Xia Mo! He’s already affirmed the attempted seduction, you despicable woman!
An Hui Ni raises her hand and it comes flying down towards Yin Xia Mo’s face! Yin Xia Mo suddenly reaches out and firmly grabs An Hui Ni’s hand – and then lands a sound slap on An Hui Ni!
Enraged, An Hui Ni goes crazy and loses her composure. Screaming at Yin Xia Mo, An Hui Ni tries to throw herself at her and is further angered to see that Ling Hao is holding her back. She knew it! She knew that Ah Hao liked Yin Xia Mo! Otherwise Ah Hao wouldn’t have looked at Yin Xia Mo like that while filming! Otherwise Ah Hao wouldn’t be trying to interrupt her plans! She will make Yin Xia Mo leave! She will force her out of the entertainment industry!!
“How dare you hit me, you liar! You say that I’m lying, so what evidence do you have that proves that you didn’t do it?! What proof do you have? What’s wrong? You can’t say anything? Then you’re the one who’s lying! Liar!!”
“I am her proof.”
What a warm and soothing voice. Such a beautiful voice to listen to and yet carrying a dark lure to it…
Xia Mo freezes! What a familiar voice but yet it is impossible!
Cameras start flashing like mad and everyone’s attention is riveted on the person standing at the front doors. The instant he appears, everyone else becomes nothing but a shadow; the only brightness is that of his beautiful midnight black eyes, his beautiful smile…
“Xia Mo – is my girlfriend.”
It is Luo Xi! Luo Xi!! Wait… Yin Xia Mo… is his girlfriend?!
In an apologetic voice, Luo Xi directs his attention to Xia Mo; he cannot let her suffer this kind of humiliation… so please allow him to publicly announce their relationship. Xia Mo is conflicted; she knows what Luo Xi is trying to do but she is touched and shamed that time after time, she is always the recipient of his help.
An Hui Ni has gone completely pale as she sways unsteadily on her feet. All of the reporters are now only focused on Luo Xi and Xia Mo… how could this have happened?!
“I originally was planning on flying straight back from Japan when the news broke out, but Mo Mo didn’t want to worry me and said repeatedly that she could handle it on her own. Unable to protect the person I like, who was worried about my own career… I couldn’t do it and decided to fly straight back to tell everyone, that Mo Mo and I are dating! An Hui Ni, how could Mo Mo possibly give up me to ‘seduce’ your Ling Hao? You’ll be receiving a letter from my lawyer tomorrow.”
As everyone stares in shock at the wooden An Hui Ni, her facial expression is her admission of guilt. And they slowly realize the truth – in an attempt to rectify the negative consequences from slapping Yin Xia Mo, An Hui Ni then decided to concoct this story to retaliate against her. And trying to protect An Hui Ni’s career, Ling Hao chose to sacrifice the innocent Yin Xia Mo, which is why he kept apologizing to her…
In her shock and anger, An Hui Ni suddenly passes out. Due to Luo Xi’s appearance, Ling Hao had momentarily forgotten to continue to hold onto her and she crumples to the floor! The instant that Luo Xi appeared at the press conference, An Hui Ni’s game was over. Although Ling Hao is a catch, anyone with eyes can instantly see that Luo Xi is by far the better prize – no girl in her right mind would pick Ling Hao over Luo Xi. To give up Luo Xi to seduce Ling Hao? What a joke.
“I hope that everyone will bless me and Mo Mo. But even if you don’t, we’ll still be together forever.”
*******
Since that day when he momentarily lost consciousness, Ou Chen has now gained back his memory. No longer just fragments of the past, but wholly and complete pictures of his history with Xia Mo. However, gaining his memory has only added to the pain and he would almost rather not have remembered at all. Amnesia… is actually another type of happiness.
Luo Xi again…
The memory of five years ago now convolving with the present – this name is his life’s curse… If Luo Xi had not appeared, perhaps she would have failed and left the entertainment industry. She should be his; she is not a movie star who belongs to the entire world. Even though this departure may have caused her pain, it would have eventually passed. But to stay in the entertainment world would have created an even greater harm in the future. After she had gotten used to leaving, he would have helped her clear her name and make An Hui Ni pay. But now, Luo Xi has ruined everything.
“Luo Xi…”
Chapter 9Since the press conference, the media outlets have been playing the same bit of news every day. An Hui Ni’s fans are torn; although Ling Hao is super hot, there’s just no way Yin Xia Mo would give up Luo Xi to be with him… Unable to control her anger, An Hui Ni has also been accepting interviews and rehashing Yin Xia Mo’s “seduction attempts” on Ling Hao. However, every time she breaks down in pitiful tears and sobs, the reporters don’t even bat an eye and instead, ask her for explicit evidence to back her claims. An Hui Ni hems and haws, and can only give an approximate time on January 12 but can’t remember at which hotel.
Reporters instantly investigated Yin Xia Mo’s whereabouts on January 12 and found out that she had not been present on set. However, she had been in Zhong Ya’s office all day with Zhong Ya and her assistant, going over the script and had not left until 2am. The saddest thing is that Ling Hao had booked a hotel reservation for that night but had to fly out of the country last minute. There was no way he could have been at the hotel with An Hui Ni that night and then run into a scantily-clad Yin Xia Mo!
An Hui Ni’s lies have been completely found out. This has to be the saddest and most pathetic story in the history of the entertainment industry!
An Hui Ni’s fans are devastated! Their innocent and kind Ni Ni is actually such a scheming and manipulative person! Not only is she jealous of a newcomer but also concocts such a lie to pull her fans to such incredibly low lengths too! But the one to have hurt them is not anyone else but the very person they were trying to loyally protect!
Such a shameless and calculating woman should leave the entertainment industry!
They once so dearly loved An Hui Ni and now that has changed to extreme hatred. When fans think of how they once treated Yin Xia Mo, they are seized with shame and guilt. The fan who drove the car at Yin Xia Mo that day initiated an apology to her and begged for forgiveness. Yin Xia Mo did not pursue anything and only told fans to always take things with a grain of salt and not believe so easily at face value.
No one agrees to contracting An Hui Ni anymore. She has even been released from her original contract as spokeswoman. At the same time, Ling Hao has also left the country to take some time away. Rumor has it that he has officially broken things off with An Hui Ni but out of respect from their years together, has chosen to not publicly announce the news. No longer does anyone believe any excuse or reason An Hui Ni has to say; her career and romance ruined, An Hui Ni falls ill and has to be taken instantly to the hospital. No friend or fan goes to visit her. Only reporters are there to take pictures of her pale and sickly face – “Karma; An Hui Ni’s Tears of Regret!”
Luo Xi and Yin Xia Mo have become the golden couple of the industry. She is the innocent and sweet princess who would rather suffer alone and protect her prince, and he is the charming prince who will publicly announce his personal life to protect his princess. Although there has been many rumors surrounding Luo Xi and his personal life – Shen Qiang has always been believed to be his girlfriend – this is the first time that Luo Xi has publicly announced to a relationship. Since Xia Mo is the person whom Xi Xi likes, then fans will do everything in their power to guard by this person!
One night, Luo Xi and Xia Mo are at his place when she suddenly remembers that given the craziness of the past few days, she has not even had a chance to thank Luo Xi for what he did for her that day. However, Luo Xi suddenly interrupts her.
“Did you miss me? The second day I was in Japan, I came down with a little cold but I was really good and instantly took the medicine you packed for me. What about you? Did you follow through with what you promised me and really, really miss me?” Silence. “You… You didn’t even miss me at all, didn’t you? You didn’t even call me once, and turned off your cell phone, and I can’t even contact you… I come back home earlier and see you at your press conference, and all I get is a dazed expression on your face… Are you not even happy to see me again? You really didn’t miss me at all…”
Luo Xi worriedly asks Xia Mo if she is mad at him for intervening in her business without first getting her permission. Xia Mo is surprised at such a question; what kind of a person would she be if she got mad at him? Not being afraid of disappointing his fans, not being afraid that his agency will release him from his contract, not caring about anything except coming out to help her… What kind of a person would not be touched by this?
Luo Xi laughs; how would he know what she’s thinking? She used to be like that in the past! At his bittersweet words, Xia Mo thinks back to how she used to treat Luo Xi like an enemy and realizes the truth in them. Taking Luo Xi’s hand in her own and playfully swinging it back and forth, Xia Mo lightly chants “sorry” to him, much like a little girl trying to get her way after misbehaving.
Luo Xi watches Xia Mo in mild shock. In front of him, Xia Mo has always been cool and collected. Only five years ago, when she was with Ou Chen, did he ever see her act like a little playful kitten.
“Are you really Yin Xia Mo? My Xia Mo is made out of ice, but how is this Xia Mo so mischievous?”
“That was the outer packaging; this the real thing. You can still return, if you want.”
“Too late… I’ve already announced to the entire world. You are mine. And I – am yours. Together forever, and forever loyal.”
“Together forever, and forever loyal.”
*******
Ou Chen is occupied going through the material that Xi Meng has researched for him. As he is going through all the information, a talk show is currently airing in the background.
She is with Luo Xi yet again!
Ever since the press conference, the two have been appearing together everywhere. Their shared eye contact and their easy familiarity with each other – the public has essentially fully acknowledged their relationship together. On the talk show, the host digs for more information from the two – the next question is, where was your first kiss?
Ou Chen instantly swivels his head to stare at the television.
The hostess requires Luo Xi and Xia Mo to individually write their answers on a piece of paper before sharing their answers with the audience. Xia Mo writes down “airport”, hesitatingly explaining that at the time, Luo Xi was about to leave the country, and…
The audience and the hostess oooh dramatically. However, when it is Luo Xi’s turn to show his answer, he has written down “beneath the cherry blossom tree”. What is this? Who has incorrectly remembered the first kiss??
“Neither. At the time, Xia Mo and I were celebrating underneath the cherry blossom tree… she was a little drunk… And so when I stole a kiss, she didn’t even know. That was really our first kiss.”
A stabbing pain has pierced Ou Chen’s heart. Beneath the cherry blossom tree… that only belongs to him and Xia Mo! In that garden, that tree contains his happiest and his most painful memories… And yet she has shared memories with Luo Xi under that same tree?!
Luo Xi…
*******
“Innocent Love Song” has finished successfully and Xia Mo is a saddened to see it end; even though it was filled with obstacles, it was her very first acting project, after all. As she and Ling Hao bid farewell to each other, they both hope to be able to have the opportunity to work with one another again. It is after Ling Hao’s departure that Zhen En receives some shocking news.
Luo Xi’s series has stopped filming… because its biggest financial contributor, Ou Hua Corporations, is unsatisfied with Luo Xi’s performance and so is requesting to switch him out with another actor!
*******
While driving, Zhen En tries to assure Xia Mo that it could just be some sort of misunderstanding… However, thinking to herself, isn’t the CEO of Ou Hua Corporations Young Master…? Is it possible that Young Master is purposefully out to get Luo Xi? It couldn’t be…
Xia Mo is determined to get to Luo Xi’s place but Zhen En cautions her that now may not be the best time to go there – there are bound to be reporters surrounding his house right now. Xia Mo hesitates at Zhen En’s words, but she has been unable to reach Luo Xi since hearing the news. No one is picking up at the studio or at home and his cell phone is turned off… Seeing the look on Xia Mo’s face changes Zhen En’s mind though, and she promises Xia Mo that she will get her to Luo Xi.
True enough, when they arrive at Luo Xi’s, there is a crowd of reporters waiting. Zhen En and Xia Mo push their way through the crowd, and Zhen En serves as distraction by answering the reporters’ questions for her. Luckily, the security at Luo Xi’s is attentive and escort Xia Mo back, and so the reporters are unable to follow Xia Mo.
Jie Ni immediately lets Xia Mo in when she rings the doorbell, and she sees Luo Xi lounging casually on the sofa in the living room. When he sees her though, his eyes immediately light up and he holds out his hand to her. Pulling her down to sit next to him, he only smiles at her, holding her hand with both of his against his heart. Don’t worry…
Xia Mo is thrown to realize that when it comes to her own business, she can remain unflappably calm and steady. But when it comes to Luo Xi’s business, she completely falls apart?
Jie Ni is occupied doing damage control on her cell phone, as she speaks angrily to the other line. How dare they say that Luo Xi’s acting is not up to par! In fact, while filming, the director could not stop praising Luo Xi, so how exactly is his performance lacking, pray tell?! If you’re really so dissatisfied with Luo Xi’s acting, let’s release some of the footage to the public and let them decide whether or not it’s quality! I’m warning you; this is blasphemy against Luo Xi’s reputation! I have the right to take legal action against you!
When Jie Ni furiously ends the call, Xia Mo looks worriedly at both her and Luo Xi. Luo Xi, on the other hand, laughs lightly as he doesn’t have a care in the world. Jie Ni asks him if he somehow managed to offend a higher-up at Ou Hua Corporations; this seems to be specifically targeting him…
“Ou Hua Corporations… I guess I did. This seems to exactly fit his style.”
“Who is it?”
“Doesn’t matter. He’s threatening me with something that really doesn’t matter that much to me. And what he wants, I will never give him.”
“How can it not matter?! Don’t you know how big of a help this series will be to your career? Ah Luo, you haven’t done anything else these past three months except film this! With so many newcomers entering the entertainment industry, and fans being so fickle-minded… along with this kind of news…”
“What if I quit then?”
Jie Ni is flabbergasted – Luo Xi has done nothing but work for this since coming back from England! Does he want to just throw it all away? Who is this person at Ou Hua Corporations?! But Luo Xi refuses to disclose the name, telling Jie Ni that no matter what, he won’t be so easily defeated. Seeing herself at a dead end, Jie Ni excuses herself and leaves Luo Xi and Xia Mo to themselves. Luo Xi continues to maintain a light and playful mood with Xia Mo, teasingly tweaking her nose and telling her not to worry. Until Xia Mo mentions HIM; if he is doing it, then it’s all because of her – she’ll take care of it for Luo Xi.
“How are you going to take care of it? Agree to the condition of returning to him, so he’ll graciously let me go? Yin Xia Mo, in your mind, he will forever be the powerful and mighty young master while I will always be the pitiful and pathetic one, right?!?”
Angrily flinging out his hand, Luo Xi sends all the newspapers from the coffee table flying to the floor, and then stalks over to face the window. When Xia Mo hesitatingly calls out his name, Luo Xi remains quiet and ignores her. Xia Mo never meant her statement in that way; she had only wanted to offer her help. However, she didn’t realize until now that her making Luo Xi leave Taiwan five years ago still continues to torment him. Xia Mo cautiously walks up to Luo Xi but pauses when her eye is caught by one of the headlines – “Prince Luo Xi Abandoned as a Child!”
Luo Xi’s anger is slowly turning into fear. He had thought she would immediately deny his claim, that he was just misunderstanding her – even come up behind him to hug him and tell him that no matter what, she would never leave him. However, it is so deathly quiet…
So that’s how it is, isn’t it? She really does want to leave him, doesn’t she? She wants to give him up and go back to Ou Chen, and this just happens to have given her a ready excuse… Is that how it is?!
Whirling around to face Xia Mo, Luo Xi then notices her staring fixedly on a newspaper – and realizes which familiar picture she is studying! Ripping the newspaper out of her hand, Luo Xi quickly scans the article before angrily crumpling the newspaper into a ball and throwing it into the garbage can.
“Luo Xi…”
“How much did you see? Forget it all! It’s all fake! Lies! Forget it all, do you hear me?!”
“I can forget! But you have to forget too! It is because of this past that you’re always so afraid, aren’t you? You should be the one to forget, not me!”
“I’m meant to always be given up on… this is my fate… To always be thrown away… just like garbage… You’re going to throw me again, aren’t you? Even if you didn’t know this, you would still throw me away… One is a royal young master and the other is just a peasant orphan…”
“Are you feeling sorry for yourself now? So what if you’re an orphan, what if you were abandoned as a child? We rely on ourselves to live; every single thing we get, we earn ourselves! What’s so shameful about that?! Even if you were once abandoned, maybe those people also had their own reasons that they couldn’t tell! Didn’t you overcome this already? Why do you have to say such hurtful things? Do you want me to pity you, is that why?”
“You…?!”
“Let the past be in the past. Just like you just said, the Luo Xi now is strong; he won’t be so easily toppled over. You don’t need anyone’s pity because there are countless people in this world who envy your success. Fate works in interesting ways. Sometimes it’ll take something away from us but it’ll give us something in return. Luo Xi, you are what fate has gifted you. In exchange for your childhood, fate has given you your outer appearance – perfect and beautiful.”
“But I don’t want…”
“Since we cannot change fate, then why not accept it? Fate hasn’t given up on you; just given you a different life. From now on… don’t say any more hurtful things to yourself…”
Laying her head against Luo Xi’s chest, Xia Mo’s warm presence slowly dissolves the tension from him. As he holds her closet to him though, Luo Xi cannot chase away the feeling of unease in his heart…
*******
At Luo Xi’s quiet entreat, Xia Mo ends up staying there to keep him company, watching over him while he sleeps. Luo Xi sleeps fitfully though, his mind caught in the endless nightmare of his childhood past…
“Mommy… Mommy…”
Mommy had taken him to the amusement park that day; so many fun things to play with! It was the happiest day of his life that he could ever remember! In fact, Mommy even bought him a big and sweet ice cream! So Mommy does love him, she does want him right?? Mommy has been calling orphanages these past few days, begging them to take him. He was so scared that he started crying and begging Mommy; he promises to be good and he’ll do really well in school! Please don’t make me an orphan, Mommy!
Mommy finally promised him that she wouldn’t send him away and he was very, very good. Today they’re at the amusement park and while eating his ice cream, Mommy said that she was going to buy him some noodles for lunch so be very good and wait here, okay?
One hour later… three hours later… Mommy has not returned yet. The ice cream has long since melted away. Five hours later… It is beginning to get dark and cold… As he sits there, shivering in the cold, he worries that Mommy may have gotten lost… Mommy wouldn’t abandon him; she’s just secretly hiding and making sure that he stays good…
“Mommy… Mommy…”
Xia Mo tries to gently wake Luo Xi up, her heart clenching at the fear in his childlike voice. The article had detailed how Luo Xi had been abandoned at nine years old at the amusement park; by the time people had found him, he had been waiting the entire night and he had fallen unconscious. He was in emergency care for three days and three nights, and the doctors were finally able to revive him. When the police had attempted to find his mother though, she had already moved away and there was no other choice except to send the child to an orphanage.
As Xia Mo continues to whisper to Luo Xi – “it’s just a dream…” – her gentle voice eventually enters his dream thoughts… the voice of the person that he has spent his entire life waiting for…
Chapter 10Since news of Luo Xi being switched out has been released, some reporters have theorized that it wouldn’t make sense for Ou Hua Corporations to just randomly break the contract when there is so much money riding on it – especially given that so many scenes will need to be re-filmed again. Given that, it has to be that Luo Xi has somehow not performed up to par.
On the other hands, Luo Xi’s fans have taken this news personally as they believe that Luo Xi has always given nothing but his best. In fact, the news of Luo Xi’s childhood abandonment has only served to further increase their loyalty to him! Since their beloved Luo Luo had to go through so many trials as a kid, they will do everything they can to protect and support him! If Ou Hua Corporations dares to switch out Luo Xi, the fans will do everything in their power to make sure that the series fails!
*******
Ever since he has officially taken on the business, Xi Meng has never seen Young Master let his feelings get in the way of work. Even though Young Master had specifically requested Yin Xia Mo to be the spokeswoman for Lei Ou, he had ultimately allowed the initial auditions to take place and she had won the contract purely out of her own talents. However, Young Master seems adamant about switching out Luo Xi and he won’t even justify his reasoning to the other board members.
Xi Meng attempts to reason with Ou Chen on the matter; the board does not believe that there is anything wrong with Luo Xi’s performance and the series could potentially draw in a huge financial boon. However, Ou Chen remains firm to his decision and tells Xi Meng to convey to the board that this is a personal matter – he will not change his mind.
As Xi Meng is leaving though, he tells Ou Chen that Yin Xia Mo is waiting to see him. Ou Chen instinctively rises and goes immediately to the door before suddenly halting; he returns to his desk and curtly acknowledges Xi Meng, who then leaves. Ou Chen begins to concentrate on the files on his desk.
4:20pm
5:30pm
7:50pm
9:10pm
When Ou Chen finally dons his jacket and leaves the office, it is deep into the night and the pitter-patter of the rain can be heard hitting against the windows. There is a lone figure sitting the lobby, a cup of tea that has long since cooled in front of her. Almost instinctively sensing his presence, Xia Mo raises her head.
*******
Ou Chen and Xia Mo are surrounded by darkness as they sit quietly in the dark of the car. Ou Chen steadfastly ignores Xia Mo’s presence although the pounding of his heart continues on. When Xia Mo asks him where they are going, Ou Chen coolly replies that she is free to get out of the car if she pleases. Xia Mo then asks whether he has had dinner yet, to which he tells her that it is none of her business. Suddenly, to Ou Chen’s surprise, Xia Mo tells the driver to stop.
The rain is still pounding outside and when Xia Mo intends to head outside without an umbrella, Ou Chen shakes off his jacket and shoves it at her. Slightly thrown, Xia Mo only stares back at him before putting it on – “Wait… for me to come back…” However, the roaring of the rain and the pounding of Ou Chen’s own heart makes it hard for him to understand her as he watches her figure disappear in the darkness.
Come back… Will she still come back? Would a person who once so cruelly left him still come back?
After some time has passed, the door to the car suddenly opens and a soaked Xia Mo comes flying in. Wiping the rain off her face, Xia Mo opens the brown bag that she is now carrying and pulls out its contents – a bottle of painkillers, warm milk and a sandwich. Opening the milk and the bottle of painkillers, Xia Mo hands two pills to Ou Chen and warms him that the milk may be a little hot. Ou Chen wordlessly looks down at the offering and his heart is consumed with conflicting emotions; however, he then ends up throwing the painkillers out the car.
“It’s no use! Do you think that I’m still the old Ou Chen?! The one you could always sweet-talk, the one who always gave in to you and changed his mind? Five years ago, I was the idiot who was just your toy and now you want to use the exact same tactics on me again?! Get out.” He doesn’t want to see her, doesn’t want to see her, doesn’t want to accept any of her fake kindness.
Pain in her heart from hearing Ou Chen’s words, Xia Mo nevertheless offers no explanation. She only quietly screws the lid back on the medicine bottle and then opens the car door. However, as soon as she has one leg out the door, she is suddenly pulled back into the car.
“Isn’t he that important to you?! Didn’t you come here to plead for him? Why don’t you say anything, why don’t you beg me?!”
“What do you want me to say?”
“Even if you wanted to take revenge on Luo Xi, why be so obvious? You could have a less obvious way of doing it. Just like when you arranged for me to get the Best Newcomer Award, just like you leaking out the pictures of An Hui Ni slapping me. You should be able to be a lot more subtle about it, so such a public and obvious tactic means that you really wanted me to come find you.” Xia Mo always suspected that based on her ability alone, there was no way she could have beaten Pan Nan and the others for the award. Just like the incident with An Hui Ni. “So why is it that when I do come find you, you’re so angry about it?”
“You care about him a lot?”
“Luo Xi is innocent, he has nothing to do with our past. If you want revenge, then come after me. Don’t hurt him.”
The pain in his heart has increased! If Luo Xi is so innocent, then why did you choose to so cruelly leave me five years ago?! Have you already forgotten what you said to me that night?
The day that Luo Xi left the country, Xia Mo’s parents were killed in a car accident and Xiao Cheng was sent to the emergency room. Xia Mo kneels alone in front of her parents’ memorial; she is not only filled with heartbreak and sadness but also hatred!
Ou Chen approaches her with trepidation; how did the accident happen? Will Xiao Cheng be okay? He has never seen Xia Mo like this… it is as if she has become a completely different person…
Under that cherry blossom tree… staring at the greater-than-thou young master… she hates him! She has never hated someone as much as this moment!
It is his fault… he has taken away everything that matters to her! Both her parents are dead, Xiao Cheng is in the hospital – she is all alone now… she is scared, so scared that she wants to scream and cry… she just wants to die… she’s scared, she’s scared, she’s scared!!!
“Are you happy?”
“What are you talking about?”
“It’s just like what you see – people are gone, dead, hurt… You must be very happy, right? There’s no one left with me now except you… I can only see you from now on. I can only hear you. My world consists only of you… Aren’t you happy? Listen… the world is so peaceful… no one is speaking… no one is crying… peaceful as if in a dream…”
“Xia Mo! What is going on? How did the car accident happen? What did the doctor say about Xiao Cheng…”
“Didn’t you plan all of this? Why are you asking me?”
“What?! I planned this?! You – “
“Am I wrong? You ordered Luo Xi to leave which caused Xiao Cheng to get sick, which then made Dad drive recklessly to get to him… How perfect! No, no… you didn’t actually plan all of this; you just planned the first step and then God did the rest for you.”
Ou Chen is horrified! Did all of this happen because he made Luo Xi leave? When he was out of the country, he knew that she would try to change his mind and so purposely avoided her; he didn’t want her to know how much of an influence she actually has on him. However, but then to threaten to leave him if he didn’t return her calls? For Luo Xi, she actually threatened to leave him?! And so he had agreed that as long as Luo Xi left, he could care less where he ended up. But did all of this tragedy happen because of his decision to make Luo Xi leave?
“In this entire world, you are the one person whom I don’t want to see the most!”
“I never thought that making Luo Xi leave would…”
“You never thought? Do you want to know something that I’ve always wanted to say to you in the past? I’ve never liked you! I only chose to be with you in exchange for letting my dad keep his job! I like Luo Xi! Since the first moment I laid eyes on him, I’ve liked him! You can’t even compare to a finger of his! Even though you forced him to leave, we will be together!” She doesn’t even know what she’s saying right now… she just wants to hurt him!!
“For what I’ve done… I’m sorry.”
Xia Mo is stunned. This is the first time she has ever heard him apologize. But what use is it now?
“Let’s – break up.” Deftly untying the green scarf from her wrist, she holds it out to Ou Chen. When he doesn’t immediately take it back though, she throws it out to the wind and it flutters to the ground.
“From this moment on, you and I have absolutely nothing to do with one another!”
When Ou Chen pleadingly implores what he can do so that she will forgive him, Xia Mo coldly tells him that there is nothing he can do! Her parents are lying cold and dead!
And so Ou Chen kneels before her. Xia Mo freezes – and quickly turns away from him. Although there is so much anger and hate burning in her heart, she cannot bear to see Ou Chen humble himself in such a way. Ou Chen begs for her forgiveness; he promises her that he will change! And Xia Mo can no longer tell if the pain in her heart is from her own anger at him or because of the way she has so obviously hurt him…
But then the image of her parents’ bloody corpses flash in her mind… Xiao Cheng who is still in critical condition…
“You can never change. Unless… you’re dead.”
Sitting quietly by Ou Chen, Xia Mo is brought back to the memories of that fateful night five years ago. She had really lost all reasoning then; all she had wanted to do was to hurt him. Perhaps she shouldn’t have reacted so cruelly but now it no longer really matters who’s wrong or right. What’s most important is the happiness in her hand right now. She couldn’t protect the people she cared about then but she can now.
When Ou Chen flinches from his stomach pains, Xia Mo instinctively asks if he is all right; does his stomach still hurt? He should really take the medicine. However, Ou Chen refuses to accept her gesture.
“Why?! Five years ago, I only sent Luo Xi away! Why did you so cruelly leave me because of that? Is Luo Xi really so important to you?! Then what am I?!”
“Don’t you understand by now? You and I are of two different worlds. As long as you want something, you will do everything in your power to get it. I’m just like your doll. Because you love it so much, no one else can touch it. Not even her own brother. I was once very grateful to you because you gave my brother and my family a carefree lifestyle. But then you yourself took that happiness away from me. So I no longer want to depend on anyone to take care of me; I want to do it myself.”
“…I didn’t arrange for the car accident to happen.”
“I know that. But what does it matter now? From the moment you sent Luo Xi away… it had all come to an end.”
“I want to know… Were you purposely trying to make me angry that night? You said… you’ve never liked me… that you were only with me because of your dad’s work…”
Did she really say that five years ago? How could she have said such words, knowing his feelings for her? Although the time she spent with him may have been like a doll, but how could she have never liked him?
Xia Mo’s hesitation made Ou Chen suspicious. Yes, he knew at the beginning that she was only with him for her family. That’s why he was so scared; scared that she would leave him and so he hoped that she would see only him so that maybe one day she would slowly come to like him…
“Did you… ever like me?”
“No. I’ve never liked you.”
“You’ve never liked me… so then you’ve always liked Luo Xi?! You say that it has nothing to do with Luo Xi but yet you refuse to forgive me? I said I would change, said that I would stop trying to control you all the time and you still left without a backward glance! If it has nothing to do with him, then why would you come find me today… You came for him, didn’t you? Then beg me… you should know… that as long as you ask me… I’d promise you anything… Since you’re not here to beg for him, then I’m going to destroy him! Whatever he films, I will destroy him! Don’t you believe that I have that ability! Then beg me…”
“Fine, I beg you. Let go of Luo Xi.”
She finally said it; he’s known it all along. Ou Chen stares at Xia Mo, consumed with anger and bitterness.
“Is he really so important? Is he worth you sacrificing yourself to protect him?! If I said… that as long as you returned to my side, I’ll let him go… would you say yes?!”
“Impossible. We can never go back.”
Cannot return…
Are they of two worlds now… so they can no longer return to before…
Chapter 5An Hui Ni slaps Yin Xia Mo!
The next day following the shoot, every media outlet has the same news-breaking headline – due to jealousy over Yin Xia Mo’s rising status, An Hui Ni used filming as an excuse to repeatedly and publicly slap her across the face. The headlines come complete with pictures from that day too, and fans of An Hui Ni are horrified to see such a manipulative and calculating side to their innocent and lovable star. On the other end, fans of Yin Xia Mo are outraged on her behalf and begin protesting that “Innocent Love Song” fires An Hui Ni; otherwise, they will all boycott the series!
Due to Luo Xi’s rumored relationship with Xia Mo – and the fact that he has made numerous public appearances on her behalf – the paparazzi clamor to get his opinion on the subject. Faced with the photographs of An Hui viciously slapping Yin Xia Mo, Luo Xi cannot control the automatic clenching of his fingers as he death-grips the newspaper. However, while on the phone with the reporters at the same time, he is calm and his voice betrays nothing of his anger. He wonders if Xia Mo has seen the news yet and if so, what is she doing right now?
After a long day of filming, Luo Xi heads home and pauses outside his door, keys in hand. Will she be in there waiting for him? Or is he just being silly? Hoping against hope that someone will finally be waiting for him at home, to greet him and to welcome him back… If he rings the doorbell, will she open the door for him?
Of course not. This is how God works; for every moment of warmth, he is given unending coldness. Maybe she will have left him a little note somewhere inside…
Mentally shaking himself, Luo Xi reminds himself that he should be used to it by now. The only person who will never leave him is himself. Inserting his key into the lock, he opens the door… and finds himself in a house filled with light and warmth, the smell of a freshly made dinner wafting through the air.
Xia Mo pokes her head out of the kitchen, some flour on her face and wearing an apron. Seeing Luo Xi standing in the doorway, she smiles sweetly.
“You’re back.”
“Xia Mo…” Luo Xi’s throat is caught, the happiness and warmth inside of him causing his voice to barely squeak out.
Actually… all he needs is to have her here…
The two enjoy Xia Mo’s dinner; a very simple fare but yet a truly appetizing and delicious meal. Xia Mo worries that Luo Xi will not be used to such mediocre food though.
“I thought Xiao Cheng was the only one who knew how to cook. Never would have thought that your culinary skills would be so good too.”
“Xiao Cheng’s is much better than mine. After eating his food, I bet eating mine is a lot worse.”
“Your cooking is better.”
“Xiao Cheng’s cooking is better.”
“Yours!”
“Xiao Cheng’s!”
“Yours!”
“Xiao Cheng’s!” And the two suddenly break out into laughter at the same time.
“Fine. Xiao Cheng’s is better. So you should just save all that food for me then, because you know, I need to get used to your cooking anyway. One day Xiao Cheng is going to get a girlfriend and then you and I will be living together, so I’ll have to drink your soup.” Xia Mo’s face instantly turns red.
Quickly changing the subject, Xia Mo starts explaining the dishes and casually mentions that she had returned home to grab one of the main ingredients. Luo Xi instantly narrows in on her last statement, wondering if that means she has seen the news. When Luo Xi casually asks Xia Mo if that is all she has been up to, she responds neutrally that she has seen the news. In fact, when she had seen the photos of herself being slapped by An Hui Ni, she had instantly turned on her cell phone and found a few dozen frantic messages left by Xiao Cheng and Zhen En, demanding to know what had happened and to immediately call them back.
Luo Xi comments that someone may have purposely leaked the news out to the media; however, this person shouldn’t have a grudge against Xia Mo as it is all incriminating against An Hui Ni. Xia Mo had not wanted something like this to happen though because now the chances of the situation simply going away have decreased. Even though the news has no negative repercussions on Xia Mo, if An Hui Ni feels like she’s been backed into a corner, her personality will not let just it rest – it is hard to imagine how she will strike back.
A sneaking suspicion suddenly strikes Xia Mo. A cold shadow, a beautiful green scarf tied to that wrist…
“Why did you come back here? If you already knew, then why still come back? Aren’t there reporters looking for you? Isn’t Xiao Cheng waiting for you at home? Then why still come back here? Why make me dinner? Why pretend as if you didn’t know?! Are you just pitying me? Let me be stupid in thinking that you didn’t know anything, that you and I could be together and just forget everything?”
Not staring him directly in the face, Xia Mo cautiously asks if Luo Xi is mad at her; she doesn’t know what she has done to make him upset with her.
Luo Xi closes his eyes. He is unreasonable; she has done nothing wrong. She did not choose to walk away without saying anything and instead came back here to wait for him, making him dinner. Given her personality, the very fact that she has chosen to do this is already a kind of fortune that cannot be begged for. He doesn’t care about what happened with An Hui Ni because these sorts of things happen all the time in the entertainment world; he just didn’t want Xia Mo to know so fast and selfishly hoped to keep their world for just for the two of them…
Luo Xi suddenly realizes how quiet it has gotten and fears that she has left him. Loneliness surrounds him as he hears her clear the dishes, hears her carrying the dishes into the kitchen, hears her light footsteps… And then – complete silence.
Horror fills Luo Xi; she’s left, she’s left, hasn’t she? She’s mad because he randomly threw a tantrum at her, and so she just left without even saying good bye, just left, hasn’t she?!
Jumping up from the chair, Luo Xi runs into the living room, the master bedroom – both come up empty and dark. Desperately, he rushes into the kitchen! And sees her standing in front of the sink, her back to him, calmly washing the dishes. Quietly calling out her name, Luo Xi walks up to her and hugs her from behind, placing his head gently on her shoulder and sliding his hands down to her own.
“I know that to you, safety is something that is easily influenced. You always fear that you will lose it and yet still want it badly, so you are always caught between fear and nervousness.” Clasping his hands in return, Xia Mo smiles softly. “I came back here because I like making you dinner; that’s all. Since we’ve decided to be together, then let’s also decide to trust each other and not doubt or test one another, okay?”
Perhaps… he can also be happy…
“Okay.”
And the two stayed like that for a very long time afterward.
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In a very short time, An Hui Ni has become the media’s focal news. Criticism of An Hui Ni has spread throughout the public and the internet is flooded by dissatisfied fans. In fact, some fans gather everyday in front of the HBS Studio to protest An Hui Ni, demanding a public apology from her to Yin Xia Mo. Xia Mo has also been bombarded with requests for interviews since the news leakage, and only replied that her face is not too injured, thanking everyone for their concern and said that An Hui Ni was only trying to get the best possible scene from that day. Xia Mo’s gracious answer wins her adoration from even more fans and An Hui Ni has declined to appear publicly since the incident broke out. Her reputation has been severely and adversely affected.
Prior to the slapping incident, the film crew had treated Xia Mo rather indifferently but now approach her cheerfully, taking the initiative to say hi and smiling at her. Only when An Hui Ni appears on set does the the atmosphere turn a little awkward, and then only when there is a needed interaction for filming do they talk to her.
An Hui Ni and Xia Mo do not actually share many scenes during this time and have very little interaction with one another. Every now and then though, Xia Mo will see a look of intense hatred directed towards her from An Hui Ni but since the latter does not do anything, Xia Mo chooses to let it go.
Ling Hao was not present during the slapping incident and Zhen En originally assumed that he would automatically take An Hui Ni’s side. However, since that day, it is as if Ling Hao has become a completely different person and he approaches Xia Mo with friendliness. When An Hui Ni is not present, he will actually take the initiative to discuss the script with Xia Mo and Zhen En realizes that Ling Hao actually has a great smile, almost like that of a child’s.
“I’m sorry. Hui Ni is not a bad person; her personality is actually really nice. It’s only because she’s been in the entertainment world for so long that she’s become paranoid and filled with anxiety, so she would choose to do something like that…”
A really nice person would do something like this? He’s joking, right? However, Xia Mo tells Ling Hao that she has already forgotten the past. Perhaps every person has someone he or she really likes and really despises; Ling Hao is someone whom An Hui Ni really likes, and Xia Mo is someone she really despises. Whatever the matter, Xia Mo has already forgotten it.
Ling Hao and Xia Mo have established a great working relationship. Their eye contact and their combined emotions – nearly every single scene is accomplished in one take. Sometimes they will be sitting off to the side together, going over the script and their picture will be secretly taken by a reporter, creating a buzz about their “relationship”. Ling Hao and Xia Mo have become the golden couple, and fans of the Lu Si and Bing Tong coupling far exceed those of Lu Si and Cai Ni. However, Zhen En is clearly aware that besides that of a working relationship, there is no other type between Ling Hao and Xia Mo. Perhaps An Hui Ni also knows this because she has not reacted in anyway towards these speculations.
*******
The news of An Hui Ni has slowly faded and just as Xia Mo was thinking that they would be able to finish filming for “Innocent Love Song” peacefully and without any more drama, two things happened that Xia Mo would never have imagined.
The first major event is the script, which had already been decided to be a total of twenty chapters; Lu Si and Cai Ni would have a happy ending together while Bing Tong would die as a result of protecting Lu Si. After filming to chapter sixteen though and realizing how popular the series was doing, it was extended an additional ten chapters and the ending was modified. When the new scripts are distributed, the screenwriter is also present and Xia Mo is stunned to realize that she is the polite-looking girl from the staircase the other day!
Chuckling in secretive glee, Zhong Ya goes up to Xia Mo and tells her that she changed the script specifically for her.
The ending has been completely reversed. Lu Si slowly realizes that his true love is not the innocent Cai Ni who always gets into trouble, but the Bing Tong who has always guarded by his side. When Bing Tong is about to leave his life forever, Lu Si then knows that he cannot live without her and the two live happily ever after while Cai Ni is the one who quietly walks away. Bing Tong’s role spans the entire thirty chapters while Cai Ni does not appear again after chapter twenty-five.
Death-gripping the script, An Hui Ni cannot control her shaking rage. Although Ling Hao tries to console her, she angrily shakes him off and her hatred-filled glare narrows in on Yin Xia Mo. Feeling slightly guilty, Xia Mo is aware of An Hui Ni’s stare and is filled with a sense of foreboding.
Hurling the script to the floor with all her strength, An Hui Ni stalks from the set, Ling Hao hurriedly following her.
The second major event is that SUN has been taken in by another company.
SUN is a rather mediocre agency; although it does not have a huge presence in the entertainment world, the combined star power of Wei An, Yao Shu Er, and newbies Yin Xia Mo and Pan Nan still represents some type of influence. Ou Hua Corporations suddenly announced a few days earlier that it was planning on buying SUN, sending the media into a buzz. Ou Hua Corporations holds an enormous financial influence and whoever is backed by them is essentially guaranteed fame and success. However, what is interesting is why Ou Hua Corporations would choose a fledgling agency like SUN when there are other more prestigious agencies that would bring the company even more money – such as the agency that contracts Luo Xi. When placed next to Luo Xi, even the combined star power of the four ladies cannot come to half of Luo Xi’s lure. There must be a hidden reason for this transition.
On the day that the handover is official, everyone has convened at SUN to welcome Ou Hua Corporations. Wei An has arrived with her posse of assistants while Yao Shu Er sits to the side listening to her music. Pan Nan stands by a window and watches as a fan-surrounded Xia Mo makes her way up to meet them. Pride fills Pan Nan at seeing how far Xia Mo has come now. Originally, she had been afraid that the incident with An Hui Ni would have adversely affected Xia Mo but she handled it with grace and calm. Although it has been a few days since the two have seen each other, Xia Mo on the phone is still the same as before, happy and steady.
When Xia Mo walks in, Wei An begins to clap and announces that the big movie star has finally arrived. She approaches Xia Mo and advises her; congratulations! You have readily risen to fame. However, be careful because the faster you rise could also mean that faster you will fall. There is no such thing as a free lunch and however much you get now will mean you will have to repay it later.
The lounge is completely quiet. Zhen En is wondering whether or not Wei An is simply mocking Xia Mo but the expression on Wei An’s face is conflicted…
Xia Mo thanks Wei An. Because of Yao Shu Er, Xia Mo and Wei An had a bit of a conflict in the past but Xia Mo realizes that Wei An is actually a very honest person. Wei An returns Xia Mo’s smile and then turns to pick up her phone. The atmosphere in the room resumes its previous state.
Yao Shu Er, Pan Nan and Xia Mo end up exchanging some small talk about Xia Mo’s recent rise to success. Yao Shu Er remarks that luck is really on Xia Mo’s side although Pan Nan interjects that it is not completely dependent on luck; if Xia Mo didn’t really have something, why would An Hui Ni feel threatened enough to instigate that incident? If Xia Mo wasn’t the real thing, neither would she have been able to gain the adoration of so many fans. Wei An warns them to not underestimate An Hui Ni though; compared to her, Yao Shu Er’s past schemes are mere child’s play. Turning to Yao Shu Er, Wei An remarks that her current expressionless personality really causes other people to have no mood…
Is Wei An making fun of Yao Shu Er? How come it almost sounds like she’s caring about her…?
At this time, their conversation is interrupted by the noise of arriving cars outside. Everyone rushes to the windows and see the horde of reporters clustering together outside, while a lineup of black limousines pull up by the front entrance. The four girls silently watch as the manage for Ou Hua Corporations formally shakes hands with the SUN president, as if to signify the formal handing over.
Pan Nan notices that no one has left the very last car in the lineup. After saying a few words and allowing a picture opportunity for the reporters, the Ou Hua manager goes to that car and seems to say something to whoever is inside. And then he opens the door – a pair of long legs emerge, a masculine and handsome shadow – in the dim sunlight, a light green scarf flutters from his wrist.
Reporters suddenly realize who this is… and start madly snapping their cameras. Ou Chen walks towards the front entrance – and suddenly stops, as if sensing something. He raises his head and sees her standing there, her white shadow as if a light cloud in the sky.
Like the fairy tale’s princess who is being held captive, Xia Mo stands in front of the window of the second floor, looking out towards Ou Chen, her lips slowly turning white. Ou Chen’s vow rings through her head… “You both will pay for this.”
Has his revenge started? Was taking over SUN only the first step of his plan? How does he plan on dealing with her? Taking over her contract and then burying her?
Chapter 6
At the same time, Zhen En is sitting with Xiao Cheng at a tea shop. As Zhen En grips her tea in her hand, she cannot seem to stop her pounding heart. Confounded, Zhen En tells herself to get a break; it’s not like this is the first time she’s ever seen Xiao Cheng! But… this is the first time she and Xiao Cheng have been on an official date…
Xiao Cheng first thanks Zhen En for being Xia Mo’s friend and supporting and taking care of her. Actually, Zhen En feels a little guilty because Xia Mo has actually helped her more by helping her with homework in school, taking more of the work during their jobs and even now giving her such an opportunity to be her agent.
Xiao Cheng knows that Xia Mo doesn’t want him to worry about herself; perhaps she feels that he is always the little brother and so needs to be protected. However, he’s grown up now and wants to be able to take care of his sister. So as a favor, Xiao Cheng hopes that Zhen En will be able to keep him informed about Xia Mo because he doesn’t want to come across as being too nosy.
Xiao Cheng is just too nice of a brother! In fact, Zhen En is seized with a strange feeling of sourness… Is she… jealous…?
When Zhen En asks Xiao Cheng why she should help him and is met with a blank stare, Zhen En very quietly says that she’ll help him if he agrees to go out with her… However, it’s too loud in the tea shop and Xiao Cheng has no idea what Zhen En just said. In a regular voice again, Zhen En hurriedly agrees to help him, promising him that she will do everything in her power to help Xia Mo out.
Perhaps… he would hate her… If he knew, just how much she liked him. Ever since she first laid eyes on him four years ago, she has liked him. In order to see him everyday, she worked to become Xia Mo’s close friend. She had once hoped to use friendship to become closer to him…
At Xiao Cheng’s grateful and sunny smile, Zhen En decides that it is probably better to not let him know after all. Just stay by him, forever stay by him and to help him protect what he treasures the most. Suddenly, Zhen En remembers that she had ditched Xia Mo to come out; hopefully there wasn’t too much of a problem…
*******
Xia Mo sits quietly to the side as the mob of reporters surround Ou Chen. Now that Ou Hua Corporations is the new head company, Ou Chen is the newly appointed CEO… Ou Chen is her boss. Now that he owns her company, he owns her contract; he can bury her if he wants, destroy all her audition chances…
Staring directly at the approaching Ou Chen, he appears harsh and cold; perhaps he has no emotions… To him, she is nothing but a tiny ant. All he has to do is reach out a hand and completely squash her and easily destroy everything she has worked so hard to accomplish.
When Ou Chen’s gaze finally falls on Xia Mo, she has already moved to stare out the window. The sunlight hits her hair, sending out rays of light, so bright that it is almost blinding.
Perhaps it is fate…
Who cares if she causes him to become a bloody and hurt mess; he still cannot forget her. He cannot even take his revenge on her or leave her side… When she is in pain, his heart is in a thousand times more pain. When he is unable to see her, his heart becomes cold like the grave…
Perhaps it really is fate…
When the meeting is over and Ou Hua Corporations has officially bought SUN, Ou Chen gets ready to leave and his now employees automatically get up to greet him on his way out. Xia Mo is still standing off to the side when Pan Nan suddenly leans over to whisper secretively in her ear, murmuring how they are like servants seeing their lord out. Ou Chen is really pretty arrogant.
As Ou Chen makes his way towards the front door, a gust of wind suddenly blows in and the green scarf starts fluttering from his wrist. Everyone is looking directly down at the floor as Ou Chen walks by; no one dares to stare at Ou Chen as there is always an air of superiority and prestige about him.
Xia Mo is also looking down and as Ou Chen passes by her, his steps slow down and Xia Mo freezes, her heart racing. As she sees the green scarf out of the corner of her eye, Ou Chen continues on past her and Xia Mo slowly relaxes. However, she momentarily forgets herself and finds herself watching that green scarf…
Flapping crazily in the wind, the scarf continues to flutter… until it slowly loosens and unwraps itself from Ou Chen’s wrist. As the beautiful green scarf is dancing gracefully in the air, everyone stares after it, transfixed.
Ou Chen stops and turns to stare the scarf. Cai Ne reaches out to grab it but is stopped by Ou Chen. At her questioning gaze, Ou Chen shakes his head as the scarf is not falling to the ground. Focused, he follows the dancing scarf and soon thereafter, it begins to flutter back down… lightly fluttering… fluttering… right in front of Xia Mo’s gaze. And she instinctively reaches out and lightly plucks it from the air.
Ou Chen feels something in his chest has also been lightly caught by that hand. It is a weak hand… but it has securely caught onto him.
Everyone has naturally turned their gaze onto Xia Mo now, as if she is the Cinderella in a fairy tale. When Xia Mo suddenly realizes that everyone’s attention has turned to him, it is as she has waken from a dream; why is the scarf in her hand?
Ou Chen stares silently back at Xia Mo – and then steadily makes his way towards her. Stopping in front of her, he holds out his arm and commands, “Put it on.” His tone is that of a master talking to a servant.
Xia Mo – and everyone else – freezes at the audacity of Ou Chen’s words. Pan Nan quietly urges Xia Mo to listen to Ou Chen; offending him will not help matters at all. Biting her lip, Xia Mo begins to slowly tie the scarf around Ou Chen’s wrist… around and around… around and around…
When the sudden flash of a photographer’s camera goes off, Ou Chen quickly furrows his brow. Cai Ne also notices the reporter but wonders why the typically private young master does not do anything about this intrusion… Ou Chen smirks.
Let’s see what kind of pictures the reporter will have tomorrow…
*******
That night, Xia Mo helps Luo Xi prepare his luggage for his trip to Japan. Midst packing his belongings, Luo Xi contemplates whether or not to include a picture of him and Xia Mo, and after thinking about it for awhile, decides to include it in his luggage.
Cheekily, Luo Xi asks Xia Mo if she will miss him when he’s gone. However, Xia Mo seems to be miles away from Luo Xi, and suddenly asks him if he has remembered to pack everything. Noticing the absence of his medicine, Xia Mo adds it to the contents and reminds Luo Xi to see the doctor if he doesn’t feel well. Angling to receive more of an affirmation from Xia Mo about her feelings for him, Luo Xi then asks if she would come visit him if he ever got sick. What if he got a high fever? What if he was so sick that he was about to die? Would she fly to Japan to see him? Would she… would she give up everything to come see him?
“I wouldn’t. I will be right there with you, feeding you medicine, helping you to find a good doctor, and staying by your side. I will not leave you. Even if you make me leave, I will stay by your side.”
*******
The next day, Xia Mo is stunned to see a picture of her and Ou Chen in the newspaper. It is a picture of her right as she is tying the scarf on for Ou Chen – and looks as if two lovers were quietly being observed. Zhen En cannot help but question Xia Mo; has she gotten better with Ou Chen now? Actually, Ou Chen does really like Xia Mo. While they were all in school, everyone could easily tell then. Even now, although Ou Chen has become more cold on the outside, he still continues to like Xia Mo…
However, Xia Mo is adamant that she simply does not want to be connected to Ou Chen in any way. Zhen En is puzzled since now that Ou Chen is the head of SUN, this naturally means that there will be plenty of chances for the two to run each other all the time. Regardless though, Xia Mo assures Zhen En that at the very least, things are progressing smoothly right now.
The next few days go by quietly. Until the public is hit by a scandalous piece of news!
An Hui Ni is on the news, a mask of hopelessness and desperation on her face. She cannot contain her silence anymore. So everyone wants to know why she hates Yin Xia Mo so much, why she slapped her so many times that other day…? Because of Yin Xia Mo, her two year relationship with Ling Hao has officially come to an end. Ever since they started filming, Yin Xia Mo has shamelessly tried to seduce Ling Hao, going so far as to approach him at his hotel room in a flimsy negligee. An Hui Ni does not hate Ling Hao though; faced with the beautiful Yin Xia Mo, she believes that no man would be able to resist her. She just never suspected that Yin Xia Mo would go to such lengths to seduce another woman’s man.
An Hui Ni can give up the lead role in “Innocent Love Song” to Yin Xia Mo. She can even surrender Ling Hao. However, she will not apologize for those slaps because Yin Xia Mo deserved every single one of them!
“I would rather leave the entertainment industry than ever face that shameless harlot again!”Chapter 7
Fans who originally supported Yin Xia Mo are left in confusion. Although some of them are still wary of An Hui Ni’s words, what kind of movie star would lie about something like this? Additionally, although fans are in adoration of Yin Xia Mo, she is still a newcomer – no one can actually attest to her personality ethnics. Die-hard fans of An Hui Ni are now calling Yin Xia Mo, “slut”, “harlot”, and “third person”.
Angered beyond belief, fans are now vowing to defend An Hui Ni. Protect An Hui Ni! Keep An Hui Ni!
Refusing to eat or sleep and gathering in front of An Hui Ni’s house, fans swear to do everything in their power to help An Hui Ni. For An Hui Ni, they will not let Yin Xia Mo get away!
At Cai Ne’s office, Zhen En cannot get over her anger – it is An Hui Ni who is lying! Xia Mo would never do such a thing! However, Cai Ne is furious over the recent days of negative publicity; since Zhen En is Xia Mo’s agent, then of course she would say such a thing! In this world, Xia Mo could commit murder and arson, and as long as no one found out about it, Cai Ne could care less. However, now that the public is aware of the situation, Cai Ne cannot be expected to do something about it.
With this recent news about Xia Mo spreading so fast, Pan Nan is quick to come out and defend her. However, even Pan Nan now suffers from the criticism of fans and has been boycotted by them.
Xia Mo believes she may have a fighting chance if Ling Hao will come out and tell the truth; however, Zhen En is incredulous. Ling Hao is on An Hui Ni’s side! Why would he come out and accuse his own girlfriend of lying? It would completely ruin her. Xia Mo does not believe that Ling Hao would be the type of person to lie though and insists that they at least try to talk to him about the situation.
When Zhen En and Xia Mo later quietly leave the company – guards were originally assigned to escort them away but the executives had been afraid that this would only serve to make them less inconspicuous – Zhen En continues to worry about approaching Ling Hao. What if Ling Hao and An Hui Ni had earlier conspired to come up with such a plan? With their “golden couple” status, this would not only serve to increase the adoration of their millions of fans, it would also bury Xia Mo.
Unfortunately, incensed fans see Xia Mo trying to leave and angrily accost her. In her desperation, Zhen En tries to drag Xia Mo to the awaiting cars but is slowly separated from her by the angry mob, leaving Xia Mo surrounded. Zhen En tries futilely to get to Xia Mo…
“You’re that shameless Yin Xia Mo!”
“Don’t you know that sluts go to hell?!”
“Apologize!”
“We won’t forgive you!”
“We’re going to destroy you! We’re going to kick you out of the entertainment industry!”
Xia Mo remains calm amidst the screaming female fans. “I didn’t do anything.”
“So you’re saying that An Hui Ni is lying then?! I’m going to kill you, bitch! How dare you hurt An Hui Ni and then say that she’s lying?! Go to hell!”
“Die! Go to hell, bitch!”
“Support An Hui Ni! Kill that slut!”
An Hui Ni’s fans have completely lost reason as they have turned into an angry and uncontrollable mob. As they ruthlessly attack Xia Mo, she is unable to get away from them and tries in vain to protect herself from the assault. Suddenly, an object goes flying and hits Xia Mo squarely in the head!
The egg yolk slowly drips down from Xia Mo’s head. Everyone freezes for a moment – and then another egg goes flying at Xia Mo while the fans begin to scream again.
Eggs are being hurled at Yin Xia Mo as the fans start laughing hysterically. Xia Mo closes her eyes under the assault of the attacks – and is suddenly enfolded in a pair of warm arms, safely enclosed in a comforting hug…
Her head dripping with sweat, Zhen En had been unable to make it through the rioting mob to get to Xia Mo. Faced with no choice, she had gone running into the lobby to alert security. Upon her return, she freezes at the sight before her.
Like a dream, a strong guardian is now protecting Xia Mo. He is wearing a designer suit, using his own body to block the garbage that is flying at Xia Mo.
Such a warm embrace…
Xia Mo opens her eyes but can see nothing aside from the arm that is protecting her. She is being warmly held in a comforting hug, being securely protected in this soft embrace…
“Move aside!”
Ou Chen brusquely commands the fans. The security has finally arrived and assist in moving the fans aside. Although the fans are still disgruntled, faced with the domineering presence of Ou Chen and the security, they can do nothing but let Xia Mo through.
Xia Mo cannot bear to have Ou Chen see her; she pushes him away and starts running in the opposite direction. She would rather be humiliated in front of thousands of people then have him see her again! In her hurry to get away, Xia Mo does not notice the girl who is just then starting her car…
“Yin Xia Mo! Go to hell!”
Like a bullet, the car shoots out directly towards Xia Mo. Almost as if caught in a dream, Xia Mo freezes and can only stare uncomprehendingly at the car that is now aiming for her – suddenly, she is enfolded in a pair of warm arms and is pushed out of the way, landing hardly on the ground…
The pain is unbearable. But as unbearable as the pain is, Xia Mo slowly comes to the realization that she is not dead yet… Looking over next to her, she sees Ou Chen lying motionlessly on the ground, covered in blood and his pale face staring back at her. And he then passes out.
Kneeling next to Ou Chen, Xia Mo tries to say something, call out his name or something, but her throat is caught. She starts shaking uncontrollably, her heart feeling like it has completely died as she can only just kneel there and continue to try to say something, anything… So much blood…
Butler Shen has arrived to their side by now and lashes out at Xia Mo; what are you just kneeling there for?! Young Master needs peace!
Peace…? Then he is not dead…?
In that moment that he saw Young Master flying forth to protect Yin Xia Mo, that he would rather use his own body to shield her and to take the impact of that car, Butler Shen saw the tragedy of five years ago playing out right before his eyes again. She is Young Master’s dream. She is Young Master’s curse. When Butler Shen later tried to take Young Master to the hospital, he had refused to let go of Yin Xia Mo’s hand, and so Butler Shen had no choice but to allow Yin Xia Mo to accompany them.
Later at the hospital, Ou Chen slowly wakes up, to the relief of Xia Mo and Butler Shen. He had been sleeping for five to six hours already. Xia Mo reflexively clutches Ou Chen’s hand in return. However, when Ou Chen struggles to sit up in the bed and Xia Mo anxiously tries to help him, he flings her hand away from him.
Ou Chen tells Butler Shen to leave him and Xia Mo, and although Butler Shen would probably rather cut off his own leg than do so, the look on Ou Chen’s face quickly changes his mind. Xia Mo tries to ask how Ou Chen is doing but he remains obstinately quiet.
“Answer me. What’s your relationship with Ling Hao?”
“Acting partners.”
“There’s nothing romantic about it?”
“No.”
“The incident at the hotel…”
“Is a lie that An Hui Ni concocted.”
“Why would she lie about something like that?”
“… Maybe because she’s not happy about having her role lessened.”
“Why should I believe you?”
“I don’t care whether or not you believe me. I don’t care if the entire world doesn’t believe me.”
“I’ll send people to investigate. If you are telling the truth, then the company will take care of things for you. If… Starting tomorrow, the company will assign six bodyguards to protect you; this incident will not happen again. You may go now.”
When Butler Shen returns to accompany Xia Mo out of the room, Ou Chen keeps his gaze focused on the window. Until the footsteps clear out of the room and until the door of the room finally closes, does Ou Chen finally allow his own eyes to slowly close.
As the door closes behind Xia Mo, she quietly remains standing there in the hallway, a lonely shadow… She stands there for a long, long time… As if the coldness of the ocean was slowly consuming her drowning heart…
Chapter 1HBS VIP Room.
“Why did you lie to me?!” Seeing Xia Mo’s bruised lips from her recent kisses, Ou Chen tightly closes his eyes and tries to speak past the rage building in his chest. “Since you and I were together five years ago, why didn’t you tell me? Why did you lie to me when I asked you?”
Her heart full of pain, Xia Mo cannot think of any response. She had thought that since Ou Chen had lost his memory, the past and all that pain would also fade away like smoke. However, never would she have imagined that Ou Chen would be so stubborn and determined to retrieve his lost memories.
“Because… I didn’t think there was any need…”
“What is exactly considered “no need”? And even if you thought so, what right does it give you to lie to me?!”
Watching the devastated look on Ou Chen’s face, Luo Xi suddenly laughs out loud. Five years ago, due to “Young Master” Ou Chen being threatened by Luo Xi, he had to leave Taiwan and a family that was beginning to feel like home. Although he ended up studying abroad in England, that feeling of being treated like useless garbage continues to haunt him every day. And now look, it has become “Young Master’s” turn to experience the same feelings of pain and mistreatment.
“We had already broken up.”
“What?!” Ou Chen hadn’t thought it was possible for the pain in his heart to get any worse.
“We broke up five years ago, so there really wasn’t any point in you remembering.”
“Why did we break up?”
“Why else would people break up? Didn’t like each other anymore, didn’t want to be together anymore, so we broke up.”
Five years ago, she threw the green scarf away into the darkness, choosing to leave him. However, faced with the current amnesiac Ou Chen, she cannot bear to bring herself to maintain that same cold exterior. After all, she did once care about him.
Ou Chen does not believe that she would make such a decision; he has to know what happened five years ago! He needs to talk to just her…
“I don’t believe you. You’re leaving with me!”
“Ou Chen!”
However, as Ou Chen pulls Xia Mo towards the door, he is suddenly pulled back. Turning, he sees that Luo Xi is pulling Xia Mo’s other hand, a humorless smile playing on his lips.
“Let go of her!”
“Hey, shouldn’t I be the one saying that right now? What right do you think you have to be doing anything to Mo Mo? Even if she was with you five years ago, she’s mine now.”
“She is mine!”
“Oh really?”
Smiling ruthlessly, Luo Xi slowly lowers his head – silently declaring his right to Xia Mo – as his lips near Xia Mo’s own… And Xia Mo suddenly moves her head, avoiding Luo Xi’s kiss. Last time at the hospital, Xia Mo had only allowed Luo Xi’s kiss as a warning to Ou Chen to back off; she never wanted to hurt him.
Luo Xi is stunned. The instant that Xia Mo had flinched from him, he also reflexively lets go of her hand. Ou Chen takes this moment to pull Xia Mo behind him, using his own body to block Luo Xi. Unable to control himself any longer, Ou Chen throws a punch at Luo Xi who then quickly dodges. Luo Xi studies Ou Chen unconsciously protecting Xia Mo, the perfect couple back together again and excluding him, and he is seized with rage. Forgetting his own reason, he responds back in kind at Ou Chen!
Frustrated beyond belief, Xia Mo breaks apart Ou Chen and Luo Xi by standing directly between them. In that split second, neither man knows who exactly Xia Mo is protecting.
“Please just forget. I wasn’t worth you caring about five years ago. Those memories aren’t worth you fighting for; remembering will only bring you more pain. So please… just forget…”
“What happened? Did I do something wrong? I did do something wrong, didn’t I, to make you hate me? So that you would rather I forget you than have anything to do with me…”
“You did nothing.”
“Then why?! Just because of something you say, do you really expect me to erase my past? What’s right or wrong should be decided by me and not just because you say so!”
“You’re right.” Luo Xi interjects. “What right do you have to expect Mo Mo to tell you about your own past? That’s your problem. But, Mo Mo, you should just tell him the truth. Otherwise he’ll pester you like a heartsick fool forever… Tell him that the reason you two broke up was because of me…”
“Luo Xi!”
“What? Did I say something wrong?”
“Please…”
Ou Chen cannot believe it; is it because of this man that Xia Mo gave him up? Xia Mo tries to explain to Ou Chen that it didn’t happen like that, but Luo Xi continues on. Luo Xi will force Xia Mo to see only him; the more she tries to protect Ou Chen, the more his hate for Ou Chen only intensifies. Gripping her face, Luo Xi forces Xia Mo to look directly at him.
“Mo Mo, tell him; tell him that you never cared about him. It was because of me that you left him five years ago!”
Xia Mo cannot move; Luo Xi is not giving her an inch. Pulling her in and tightly holding her, Luo Xi fervently whispers to her, “Just forget… you said you liked me now… you’ve already given up on me once; are you going to do it a second time? Just let him leave you…”
Xia Mo had thought Luo Xi was just acting, using all his abilities to exact his promised revenge on Ou Chen. However, perhaps even Luo Xi underestimated his thespian skills because it is the hoarseness in his voice that causes Xia Mo to lack any strength to push him away.
Ou Chen can only see darkness. There is no light in front of him, just death. As he watches those two embrace right in front of him, the pain is unbearable. Until it is so great that he becomes numbed by it – and a burning hatred replaces it. So those memories that he so strongly struggled to reclaim… they are only full of betrayal. And the one who betrayed him is now living so happily in front of his very eyes, laughing at his memories and his resolve.
“You both will pay for this.”
No! This wasn’t what Xia Mo wanted; she just wanted to get away from Ou Chen, not hurt him so much that he would become obsessed with hatred. Pushing away Luo Xi to try to say something – anything – to stop Ou Chen, Luo Xi only pulls her in again, giving her no chance to face Ou Chen. And the door slams shut with Ou Chen’s exit.
“Mo Mo, from now on, just belong to me… okay?”
Looking back at Luo Xi, Xia Mo can do nothing but slowly nod her head.
*******
Zhen En is ecstatic; after many phone calls and countless begging, she has finally been able to get Xia Mo the second lead female role in an upcoming drama series, “Innocent Love Song”. The series is bound to be an instant hit since the director leading the project is the most successful one in the industry.
However, Xia Mo has been distracted by thoughts of Ou Chen – the hate that was so clearly in his voice continues to echo in her mind. If this present Ou Chen is anything like who he was five years ago, there is no way he would just sit and do nothing about this “betrayal”. Should she find him and explain the situation? But really; who can truly say whether or not it wasn’t a betrayal??
When Xia Mo realizes that Zhen En has struggled in secret to get this contract for Xia Mo, she is deeply touched by this show of commitment. In the future though, Xia Mo hopes that Zhen En will be able to share her future struggles with her though; that way, she’ll also have someone to lean on. Zhen En is delighted and readily agrees; however, she suddenly remembers that the male lead is none other than Ling Hao…
As “Innocent Love Song” prepares to start filming, advertisements for it only include Ling Hao and the main female lead, An Hui Ni, who is also Ling Hao’s girlfriend of two years. Although movie star couples are not rare, they are the most popular of them all. When Ling Hao first appeared in the media world, it was an instant attraction for already accomplished star, An Hui Ni. Not too long thereafter, the two collaborated on a project together and thus became a couple. It is truly a rarity that Ling Hao is now much more famous than An Hui Ni and yet his feelings have not changed.
At the opening press conference, Yin Xia Mo is forced to take pictures with Ling Hao and An Hui Ni, and the atmosphere is tense between her and the other two stars. The reporters quickly catch on to the mood and tell Yin Xia Mo to please be a little more accommodating. Hui An Ni is amused and ask the reporters to have mercy on Yin Xia Mo; after all, she is just a singer – all she has is her voice as opposed to any actual expression!
As the reporters break out into laughter, thinking that Yin Xia Mo will silently take such a direct affront, she suddenly turns to An Hui Ni.
“Actually, there is no voice either. At the beginning of ‘Innocent Love Song,’ Bing Tong uses her heart to silently like the male lead. She doesn’t dare to see him, doesn’t dare to say anything to him and doesn’t dare to get close to him.”
The reporters are stunned. And Ling Hao now looks differently at Yin Xia Mo.
Catching the look on Ling Hao’s face and taking note of the surrounding reporters, An Hui Ni laughs lightly and commends Yin Xia Mo for having done her homework so well.
The night beforehand, Luo Xi tries to ease Xia Mo’s nerves and to give her advice. Although Xia Mo doubts her ability to be able to successfully play Bing Tong, Luo Xi fully believes in her potential to be a rising actor. Ever since the press conference had ended, the fear and horror in Xia Mo’s heart could not be erased and she came home only pretending to not have a care in the world. Only Luo Xi… only Luo Xi can so easily step into her heart.
Unfortunately, it is not complete smooth sailing on the first day of filming. The director calls cut after cut on Xia Mo, criticizing her acting to be that of a wooden doll. She is a performer, not a corpse!
Ling Hao is frustrated beyond belief with Xia Mo; is she out for revenge because he refused to film the Lei Ou commercial with her?? If not, then please hurry up and just finish, for God’s sakes! However, as hard as Xia Mo tries, she is unable to please the director and the film crew are about to pass out from exhaustion and anger, as whispers of her complete lack of acting ability begin to spread amongst them.
Late at night, the recording studio is completely open; only Xia Mo is left standing alone. Right before everyone had left, the director had publicly yelled at her, wondering why in the world his second lead role was given to someone with absolutely no acting ability or experience. Ever since she was little, Xia Mo always believed that she could accomplish anything if she tried hard enough. However, after a whole day of filming, her self-confidence is now shattered. She does not blame Director Xu though; it is her own fault.
Standing there, Xia Mo tightly closes her eyes, her heart like ice. In the pitch black of the night, there are no stars; just darkness.
Chapter 2That same night under the same stars, Ou Chen is also standing silently in front of his window, the green silk scarf tied around his wrist fluttering gently. His face is completely devoid of emotion, like a statue that can stand forever still without any movement at all.
Since that night of the awards ceremony, his memory seems to have floated back piece by piece. It is almost as if he can slowly start connecting them to one another. If it was the old him, he would have prayed in gratitude for allowing his past to return to him. However, now he is just filled with anger and pain. So what if he remembers how he met her; how they once were so deeply in love? She has betrayed him.
If given the choice, he would rather that he never remembered what happened, never remembered that he once loved her so much. However, just as Ou Chen has been determined to forget everything, another piece of his memory now returns to him…
He is fourteen years old and had quietly sneaked away with his dad’s car. As he is speeding down the road, he catches sight of a young girl by the side of the road and is instantly entranced by her beauty, so like that of a young fairy in a fairy tale… She suddenly is sprinting into the middle of the road and in his haste, he jerks the wheel, sending the car into a spin bu the little girl is still hit and falls softly to the ground. The fourteen year old him rushes out of the car and clumsily cradles her limp and small body. As he holds her, she looks directly into his eyes… and then faints in his embrace.
So this is how they had met? In her mind, is it simply up to her own enjoyment whether she stays or leaves his life? He has no way of controlling anything?
This time, she is wrong. He will not allow her to so easily leave him. Since it is destiny to be tormented together; well then, let them continue to be tormented. And so when “Innocent Love Song’s” producer had contacted him about the possibility of investing in their series, Ou Chen had only one condition for becoming their biggest financial contributor.
Yin Xia Mo must be given the second lead role.
*******
When Xia Mo is finally leaving the studio, it is so late at night that all public transportation is closed for the day. However, Luo Xi has sent Jie Ni to pick up Xia Mo, and she has been patiently waiting for her this entire time. Luo Xi had hoped to share some good news with Xia Mo and so she follows Jie Ni back to his place. While heading over there, Jie Ni officially introduces herself to Xia Mo – she probably doesn’t remember her, but Jie Ni had been in a lower grade at the same school as her. She had always admired Xia Mo and was ecstatic to have the opportunity to work for Luo Xi; just like herself, Luo Xi has never forgotten Xia Mo and so Jie Ni promised herself that she would always protect the two of them because only Luo Xi is worthy of being with Xia Mo.
When Xia Mo and Jie Ni do arrive at Luo Xi’s place, they find him asleep on the couch, a bottle of wine and two glasses waiting on the table. Jie Ni smilingly leaves them to their privacy and Xia Mo quietly sits with him, not wanting to disturb him from this rare chance of rest. However, left to her own thoughts once again, the criticism from that day soon begins to flood her head.
Xia Mo’s self-deprecation is broken though when she hears Luo Xi mumbling in his sleep, anxiously calling out for his mom. Xia Mo tries to roust him from the nightmare but it takes a few attempts before she is finally successful. When Luo Xi finally wakes, still caught in that dreamworld, the immediate look in his eyes is one of loneliness and vulnerability. Quickly excusing himself to use the restroom, Xia Mo ruefully understands that he and she are truly one and the same – in front of others, they must always maintain that exterior of control.
When Luo Xi returns, he is fully composed and has returned to his usual confident self. He celebrates Xia Mo’s first day of filming – although Xia Mo is mildly chagrined to find that was his celebratory news – but quickly catches onto Xia Mo’s contemplative and sullen mood. Realizing that Xia Mo must have been heavily criticized on her first day, Luo Xi tries to bolster her confidence by assuring her that this bump is something which every performer must go through before becoming successful. And actually, since they both grew up in an orphanage, they are actually masters at acting. Think about it; in order to survive, they had to coax the adults to like them so that they would take them home. In fact, no one else can compare to their ingrained acting abilities; Xia Mo just needs to learn how to draw that out at the right time.
Luo Xi offers to run through next day’s scenes with her although Xia Mo initially declines; he must be exhausted from his own responsibilities already. Luo Xi half-jokingly asks if she is worrying about him, to which Xia Mo lightly agrees. However, when Luo Xi again repeats the question softly but this time completely serious, Xia Mo also responds in kind – yes; she is worried about him.
Luo Xi lightly kisses Xia Mo and although this is neither their first kiss nor the most passionate, it is a kiss that will forever be imprinted on both of their hearts.
But it turns out that Luo Xi does have something else to give to Xia Mo. Taking her hand in his, he places something hard and cold to the touch – when she opens her hand, she finds a key laying in it, attached to a pink diamond encrusted keychain. Luo Xi casually remarks that once his own series starts filming, his schedule will become increasingly busy; this way, she’ll be able to come visit him anytime she wishes. Xia Mo instinctively starts declining this gift but Luo Xi silences her – if she wishes to toss it aside, then that’s up to her. At least just take it for now so that he can pretend that this place belongs to two people… that perhaps one night while he is sleeping, someone may be coming home to be with him.
*******
The second day of filming. No one pays attention to Xia Mo and no one dares to talk to her; everyone is apprehensive about being stuck at the studio until midnight again. Ling Hao is occupied angrily commiserating with An Hui Ni about being stuck with an emotionless, wooden doll. Stalking up to Xia Mo, Ling Hao warns her that if she continues the same “acting” as yesterday, he will not easily let her off the hook!
Zhen En is furious; how dare he and An Hui Ni judge Xia Mo! Defending Xia Mo, Zhen En gets in An Hui Ni’s face; yesterday was only Xia Mo’s first attempt at acting! Was she herself that brilliant when she first started in this industry?! Since she has more experience than Xia Mo, she should be helping her and not judging her!
SMACK! An Hui Ni’s hand is still flung outward after connecting directly with Zhen En’s face; Xia Mo is stunned. An Hui Ni scathingly remarks that as someone who is less experienced in the entertainment field, she should be treating her seniors with respect as opposed to talking back to them! Who the hell does she think she is?! Xia Mo demands an apology from Hui An Ni and when the latter scoffs at her, Xia Mo bets An Hui Ni that if she can successfully finish the upcoming scene in one try, An Hui Ni will apologize to Zhen En. And what if Xia Mo cannot? Then she will allow An Hui Ni to “teach” her as suited.
An Hui Ni smugly laughs; it’s a deal!
The present scene only has Ling Hao sitting at his desk while Xia Mo stands silently behind him, quietly pining for him but using nothing but her expression to convey the depth of her feelings for him. Everyone watches on the side. Director Xu has already decided that if Yin Xia Mo cannot perform to his expectations and he is unable to replace her, he would rather give up this directing opportunity than have his name attached to something that is not quality work.
Luo Xi’s words from the previous night echo in Xia Mo’s mind… When acting, you need to have two souls. One soul is directly immersed in the role; you become that person and feel everything she is feeling. Her breath is your breath, her pain and happiness are also your own pain and happiness. Meanwhile, the other soul watches silently, watching you be her but not completely be her, watching every expression on your face… Bing Tong has liked Lu Si ever since she was little; her first encounter with him was like seeing an angel but yet she cannot let him know that she loves him… If he finds out that she’s in love with him, she’s afraid that he will leave her… Just like her father left her and her mother when she was little…
So you cannot allow yourself to love him. The more you love him, the more pain you will feel. No matter how hard you try to love someone, ultimately that person will betray you, just like you are nothing but garbage…
You like me? It is the sixteen year old Luo Xi again… You like me so much that you want to send me back to the orphanage again? Mrs. Song said she liked me too and look what she did to me? My own mom said she liked me too; is that why she left me at the amusement park and never came back for me? I’m not interested in that kind of love.
Xia Mo, remember my expression. If you find yourself unable to express anything tomorrow while filming, remember my expression and use it.
All eyes are fixed on Xia Mo’s face as she stares silently at Ling Hao’s back. The emotion in her eyes is fathomless; an emotion that is hopeless and desperate to get away at any cost – and yet unable to leave at all. Director Xu cannot take his eyes off the shot.
An Hui Ni is stunned. How did Yin Xia Mo go from emotionless wooden doll to a completely different person in just one day? She is slowly filled with a sense of foreboding…
OKAY! The scene is finished and successful, and everyone excitedly prepares for the next scene. Yin Xia Mo finished in one take!
Ling Hao turns around and stares in puzzlement at everyone and then looks at Xia Mo; since his back was turned the entire time, he has no idea of what just happened. They’re finished already?
Everyone turns to stare at An Hui Ni; her bet with Xia Mo was clearly heard earlier and has now circled around the studio. Will she really apologize to Zhen En?
Chapter 3Xia Mo essentially clears the next few scenes in one take; in fact, it is on the third take that Ling Hao fumbles. Lu Si is directly confronting Bing Tong; was she the one who told his dad about his relationship with Cai Na? He thought Bing Tong was his best friend! How could she betray him like that?
When you are acting this scene, you need to have two different expressions at once, Luo Xi advises Xia Mo. When Bing Tong is speaking, she carries a cool and cold expression – Xia Mo, you’re good at that so you shouldn’t have any problem. Just think about how you used to treat me!
Xia Mo is stunned. And then shamed when she realizes the truth of Luo Xi’s words; to everyone else, to Xiao Cheng, even Ou Chen… she has always been warm and gentle. With the exception of Luo Xi…
A sharp pain stabs her heart as she remembers her past treatment of him. Xia Mo looks back at Luo Xi, conflicted but now her expression is intermixed with her present feelings for him – and Luo Xi stares back at her… Yes; this is the expression Bing Tong would have – a deep-seated love in her eyes but yet paired with cold words…
Bing Tong responds coldly to Lu Si, “I am not your friend. Only a secretary. If the chairman wishes information, it is my job to report back to him.” Ling Hao wordlessly stares back at Bing Tong – Xia Mo – and is seduced by the depth of emotion in her eyes… He is harshly drawn back to reality when Director Xu calls cut; what is wrong with Ling Hao?!
At the end of the day, An Hui Ni has still not personally apologized to Zhen En, although the latter brushes it off casually. Since the bet was heard by everyone in the studio, it only reflects badly on An Hui Ni anyway for being such a drama queen anyway. Xia Mo laughs at hearing the truth and maturity in her friend’s words.
*******
When the first episode of “Innocent Love Song” premieres, Xiao Cheng, Luo Xi and Xia Mo all crowd around the television to watch. Although Xia Mo’s scenes are limited in the first chapter, Xiao Cheng cannot contain his glee at how great his sister is on-screen and Luo Xi comments proudly that Xia Mo will be a great star someday.
Originally, fans clamored to watch the drama for Ling Hao and An Hui Ni’s pairing as the cute couple; however, interest slowly grows for the cold yet complex Bing Tong who silently supports and loves Lu Si from afar. Netizens begin engaging in heated discussions about who is most suited for Lu Si; the mischievous Cai Na or the solemn Bing Tong. When news breaks out about Xia Mo and An Hui Ni’s supposed backstage bickering, these discussions only grow more intense as more and more fans band together to support Bing Tong over Cai Na.
After Xia Mo’s breakthrough performance though, it becomes clear that An Hui Ni is not going to let such a grievance be easily forgiven. The next day of filming, even though her shots come later than Xia Mo’s, she insists on using the makeup artist first, causing a big scene when Jing Jie does not immediately come at her beck and call. Xia Mo easily lets it slide, choosing to not make a big deal out of the situation although Zhen En grumbles in earnest about such a diva attitude.
A surprise guest appears at today’s filming; it is Ou Chen! Although it is known that he is the biggest investor in this series, people are stunned that the heir of Ou Corporations would personally come to visit the set.
SMACK! An Hui Ni’s hand goes flying across Xia Mo’s face, leaving her instinctively blinking back tears as her head reels back from the pain. The two leads are currently filming the scene in which Cai Na confronts Bing Tong for betraying her confidence; however, while the scene does call for an intended slap by An Hui Ni, she was never supposed to follow through with it as Cai Na could not bring herself to physically hurt Bing Tong.
Everyone is stunned. And An Hui Ni turns to Director Xu, apologizing lightly as she was so into the scene that she simply forgot about stopping.
Xia Mo is clearly aware of An Hui Ni’s intentions. Although her face is still smarting from the slap, she quietly suggests that they continue on with filming. An Hui Ni is livid; is Yin Xia Mo trying to tell her how to act?? When Jing Jie rushes to touch up Xia Mo’s face, Xia Mo turns her face and then sees Ou Chen standing in the background, surveying the set. She is horrified and embarrassed that he would be the one to personally witness her humiliation.
Filming resumes. SMACK! An Hui Ni again follows through with a vengeance and everyone is aghast. The producer is especially horrified; Ou Corporation’s one condition for investing in the series was to have Yin Xia Mo as the second lead! How can An Hui Ni choose the one day that Ou Chen is visiting to commit such a huge mistake? And not just once but twice?!
When Xi Meng offers to do something about the situation though, Ou Chen brushes him off and continues to silently observe. Xia Mo’s already white face has lost all color and a thin trickle of blood has begun to drip from Xia Mo’s mouth.
Mid-filming again, An Hui Ni suddenly turns to the director in frustration; she just cannot act like this! Since she is getting so immersed into the scene, why not they just go ahead and film the scene with the slap included? It will work so much better for the heightened emotions! Director Xu is momentarily thrown off-balance, first looking at Yin Xia Mo and then looking at An Hui Ni… and nods his agreement.
SMACK! I’m so sorry! I forgot my lines again!
SMACK! I don’t think there’s enough feeling in that last one; can we do it again
SMACK! Xia Mo’s expression wasn’t right! Let’s do it again.
SMACK! I really didn’t feel anything in that last scene; let’s run it one more time!
Xia Mo’s face has long become numbed by the pain, as each slap comes down hatefully. She is brought back to when she was still a little girl at the orphanage, and all the other kids ganged up on her and stole her toy away from her, kicking and hitting her as she fell down, laughing viciously as they danced away…
So much pain… so much pain that she just wants to die right now…
Another hateful slap… Xia Mo refuses to give in! She will not let An Hui Ni win! However, as her head continues to spin from another slap, An Hui Ni’s laughter echoing in the distance, Xia Mo no longer has the will to stand upright… and she slowly loses consciousness as she finally just sinks to the ground…Chapter 4It’s like a dream… so quiet that even the barest hint of breathing cannot be heard… Xia Mo relishes in the quietness; has she died already? Perhaps that is the best thing then… if she dies, she no longer has to pretend to be strong. Yes… let’s just die then… It hurts so much…
As Xia Mo slowly falls to the ground, she is suddenly supported gently by a pair of strong arms surrounding her and she catches sight of a beautiful green scarf fluttering in the air. In the haze of numbing pain, these arms are like the warmth of the sun’s rays, giving her the last needed strength.
When she is finally able to open her eyes again, she finds herself looking deep into a pair of familiar eyes. As she slowly regains awareness, Xia Mo realizes that Ou Chen is holding her, holding her tightly and gently like a lover. As she stares into Ou Chen’s calm face, she is seized with shame – her humiliation at the hands of An Hui Ni… Ou Chen saw everything very, very clearly…
“Let go of me!” She cannot stand to look at him.
The director finally calls cut and gives everyone a ten minute break. An Hui Ni silently study Ou Chen and Yin Xia Mo; how romantic, she snarls to herself. Here she was, rightfully dealing out Yin Xia Mo’s just desserts and suddenly some other man comes out to save her? Whatever; as a new person, Xia Mo will be taught her lesson.
*******
Huddled alone in a corner hidden beneath the staircase, Xia Mo tightly wraps her arms around herself. No one will come here, no one will find her here… there is no noise here, no one else here… just aloneness…
*******
As Ou Chen watches Xia Mo from afar, he is seized with a stabbing pain at every shudder of her body… he should hate her… The cold and ruthless her who betrayed him… seeing her publicly humiliated should give him joy, right…? And yet, seeing her suffer slap after slap at the hands of that woman; he would like nothing more than to viciously return the favor!
Does he really like Xia Mo so much? That even after her betrayal five years ago and now her rejection… he yet still likes her. In that moment where he was holding her close, he felt like his life was truly complete. And yet when she had so harshly pushed him away… he had become empty… his life had gone completely empty…
And so as Xia Mo remains shaking in her corner, Ou Chen continues to silently watch over her.
*******
A polite-looking girl has intruded on Xia Mo’s solitude. Curiously, she asks Xia Mo if she’s been crying. Xia Mo has no expression on her face but tells the girl to get lost. The girl ignores her though and continues on; Xia Mo cannot continue to cry though. If she cries too much, how will she be able to continue the scene? However, Xia Mo coldly responds that she was not crying, which surprises the girl. Impressed by Xia Mo’s spunk, the girl suddenly starts laughing.
“You are really something! Even though you are really vulnerable inside, you still act strong on the outside. Careful; forcing yourself too hard will actually cause you more grief later on. If you had started crying when she was hitting you, you would have instantly won everyone’s sympathies and they would have all hated her. You are stupid for not using that chance. Don’t you think I’m right?”
“If so, that would have created dependence. If you start getting used to being weak, then you really will become weak. Too used to dependence, then you will forget to how to rely on yourself.
“But aren’t you in pain?”
“You get used to it.”
“You really are kind of stupid! If you are too strong, others will think you are a cold person; however, you are still quite cute!”
Director Xu is reviewing the footage that they had just completed when he is approached by the producer; you really hate Yin Xia Mo, don’t you? When Director Xu responds lightly that he does not, the producer forges on; if not, then why would he let An Hui Ni treat her like that? Seeing Yin Xia Mo’s face slapped to such an extent and yet he can continue on as if nothing was wrong… Even if he despises Yin Xia Mo, he should not treat her like that.
Director Xu replies that he is only interested in achieving the best results; An Hui Ni and Yin Xia Mo are playing love rivals so of course that hatred and jealousy will naturally emerge in their scenes. Additionally, Yin Xia Mo is the type of person who seems to thrive the best under pressure and her acting is the most impressive then. If a few slaps is what it takes to produce such a result, then it’s worth it.
As the producer marvels at the ruthlessness of Director Xu, he stops abruptly when he sees Ou Chen striding purposefully towards him. Director Xu also inclines his head in respect and maintaining eye contact with him, Ou Chen whispers something to the both of them. After mulling it over briefly, Director Xu nods his head in agreement.
*******
Filming resumes. An Hui Ni snidely comments that it will be rather difficult for Xia Mo to continue filming when her face has swelled up so horribly to which Xia Mo calmly replies that if An Hui Ni had been more careful to not NG a thousand times, they wouldn’t be having this problem in the first place. An Hui Ni freezes in shock as the surrounding people snicker under their breaths.
Turning to Director Xu, An Hui Ni apologizes for her situation today; she simply doesn’t know why she’s having so much trouble getting the right feeling today! In fact, she’s simply worried that she won’t be able to complete the scene in one take again…!
Laughing silently to herself, An Hui Ni narrows in on Xia Mo’s injured face – she’ll show her! She’s going to slap her so hard that she won’t be able to resume filming for days!
“Yin Xia Mo, I want you to take on Cai Ni’s role for this scene and let An Hui Ni try to find the right feeling.”
Everyone freezes. Stuttering in shock, An Hui Ni asks Director Xu what the meaning of this is… he cannot possibly mean that he wants Yin Xia Mo to hit her! Director Xu replies that they are just acting here and turns to Xia Mo; can she remember An Hui Ni’s lines? Considering how many times they had gone over this scene, Xia Mo had earlier already committed all the lines to memory.
An Hui Ni is in a panic and starts protesting (like a stuck chicken but that’s just me ad-libbing here…); Yin Xia Mo cannot hit her!! However, Director Xu silences her and begins filming. Everyone watches in breathless anticipation.
“What… are you saying?” Cai Ni tries to smile, tears in her eyes and although her smile is weak, it still is friendly. “It cannot be true… right?”
An Hui Ni is frozen. Originally, all she could think about was the fact that Yin Xia Mo was going to smack her across the face, but staring directly into her eyes in this moment, she cannot help but become drawn by the emotion in Yin Xia Mo’s eyes – and falls wholly into the scene.
“It is true.”
The betrayal in Cai Ni’s eyes. The pain and betrayal from someone she treated as her good friend has made her lose all reasoning and control… She instinctively raises her hand in the air – the filming crew watch, waiting for that hate-filled slap to come solidly across An Hui Ni’s face; An Hui Ni reflexively closes her eyes, her face starch white – and Yin Xia Mo’s hand goes flying through the air… And stops within inches of An Hui Ni’s face.
“I’ve always… treated you like my friend… don’t you know that? Everyone else can hurt me… but you can’t… because you are my best friend…”
The sadness. The desperation. The pain from having trust completely destroyed.
Everyone is seized with a stabbing pain in their hearts. Jing Jie doesn’t even realize that she has started crying and looks away in embarrassment; only to find that everyone is carrying the exact same expression. Even the polite-looking girl from earlier on is in tears.
CUT!
Director Xu starts clapping enthusiastically! And everyone joins in the applause. They are astounded by Yin Xia Mo’s amazing work!
The producer is completely impressed. Originally, he had thought Yin Xia Mo was only casted because of her connection to Ou Chen; however, who would have thought she was really such a superb actor?
Xi Meng studies Young Master. Ou Chen is silently watching Xia Mo a few feet away; although his expression betrays nothing, Xi Meng can detect the myriad of emotions in him.
“But Young Master, she did not hit An Hui Ni back. Would you like me to arrange another take?”
“No. I have other business so I’ll be leaving now.” As Ou Chen leaves the studio, he turns to cast one more look at Xia Mo. She has chosen the decision that she deems most appropriate for herself. As for An Hui Ni… he has his own plans for her.
In the midst of the people, Xia Mo does not spare a glance for the ashen An Hui Ni but quietly watches Ou Chen’s departing figure. The picture of him leaving is just like that night five years ago when he finally chose to walk away…
*******
Back at his place, Luo Xi gently applies ointment to Xia Mo’s swollen face as she winces in pain. Luo Xi feels every wince in his own heart.
“Why didn’t you just hit her back? An Hui Ni is not going to remember that you let her go this time. All she’s going to remember is that you embarrassed her. When dealing with this kind of person, you don’t need to be merciful.”
“If I slap her back, then what makes me different from her?
“Do you need me to do anything?”
“I’ll take care of it. If we make too big of a deal out of it, then it could end up being far worse.”
“Xia Mo, you try to be too strong.”
“Have you experienced something like this before?”
“Although I’ve never been slapped repeatedly while filming, how can this kind of stuff not happen in our world? Someone once asked his mafia friends to get me; five to six of them surrounded me in the middle of the night in a dark alley and beat the crap out of me. I was in the hospital for at least two weeks; thank goodness my face was fine but I had a few broken bones.”
Taking Xia Mo’s hand in his own, Luo Xi gently places it on his chest; she can feel the steady beat of his heart.
“Seven stitches total. It was lucky that the doctor was so good and the wound was shallow; you can barely see it during filming. Only when you feel for it do you know that it’s there.”
“Why did they go after you?”
“Because… once I appear, everyone becomes my shadow, regardless of whether or not they’re already famous and accomplished.”
Such a proud statement. And yet, as Xia Mo stares at the beauty that is Luo Xi, she cannot help but admit; he has that pride and that ability.
“What happened to that person?”
“Afterward? He got kidnapped at that same spot too… broke four bones… I got someone to do it for me.” Luo Xi silently stares at Xia Mo. “Do you think I’m ruthless? Are you scared of me…?”
“It is scary. If someone had taught him such a lesson earlier on, he wouldn’t have touched you then.”
Luo Xi looks at Xia Mo in bewilderment. “Shouldn’t you be judging me right now? Telling me to report it to the police as opposed to dealing with it myself?”
“The police? The police only see what’s directly in front of them. I don’t like violence but I cannot refute that there are some things that can only be dealt with violently…”
Luo Xi is suddenly uneasy; there is something about Xia Mo’s expression and tone of voice right now… “Xia Mo… Did something happen to you?”
“I’m sorry; there are just some things I’d rather forget.”
*******
That same night, Ou Chen stands alone in his room with his wineglass (now this is a recurring theme, isn’t it?), thinking back to the events of that day – every slap that Xia Mo suffered now firmly ingrained in his mind and on repeat… That snow white face completely drained of blood…
Ou Chen closes his eyes as the piercing headache returns… this time, he won’t fight it anymore. If the memory wants to return, then let it come back to him…
Back at the Ou mansion, the little girl is lying on the bed in the guest room, a fourteen-year old Ou Chen watching over her. Silently gazing upon her, he surmises that she cannot be real, unable to resist reaching out a hand to slowly, lightly, poke at her face. And she suddenly opens her eyes!
His heart jumps a beat although his face maintains its cool expression. She studies him back and then slowly sits up in the bed.
Her name is Xia Mo. Her dad was originally working at Ou Corporations but was laid off a month ago. He hasn’t been able to find a new job and her mom has been crying in the house everyday; she and her little brother will probably be sent back to the orphanage to live… She found out that the car of the CEO of Ou Corporations drives by that road everyday and so decided to wait there for him, to plead with him not to fire her dad.
“How old are you?”
“Eleven.” Ou Chen is surprised; don’t most eleven-year olds only worry about begging their parents for toys and chocolate?
“Why would your parents send you and your brother to the orphanage?” Even if he lost his job, this seems a little extreme.
Xia Mo pauses before answering. “We’re not our parents’ biological children. However, they both treat us really well; I don’t want to go back to the orphanage!”
The backyard garden. Little Xia Mo stands with an apple carefully balanced on her head, her eyes tightly closed and her hands scrunched into tiny fists. Standing some distance away, he is wearing a beautiful archer’s clothing… and slowly pulls the arrow back on his bow.
He’s only ever seen someone use an apple for practice on television and has always wanted to try it but was scolded by his nanny. Now, he finally has a chance to try shooting at an apple and the little girl even volunteered to do so…
He promised her. If she is willing to hold the apple for him, he will get her dad his job back. What he wants to know, is how brave this eleven-year old can be.
Xia Mo calmly stares back at him. There is a maturity in her eyes that should not belong to someone so young and actually bold tells him that he needs to prove that he has the ability to reinstate her dad’s position. Nodding his head, he makes a few calls. Even though he is only fourteen, everyone knows that he will one day be the future heir to the business. After hearing his calls, she knows that the agreement is exchanged.
He slowly pulls the arrow back again… as he is getting ready to let go, his gaze almost unconsciously moves to her face… standing there in the sunlight, she is almost transparent. She nervously bites her lip, biting so hard that one drop of rose red blood emerges… And the arrow flies across towards her!
Ou Chen suddenly opens his eyes! His head is about to split open from the pain, as if that arrow never flew towards her but into his own head. Grasping his wineglass tightly, he picks up his cell phone and dials a number.
*******
Due to her face, Xia Mo informs Xiao Cheng that she will be busy with work for the next three days and unable to return home. She does not want him to see the extent of the swelling.
Jokingly, Luo Xi smiles at Xia Mo. “It looks like I should be grateful to An Hui Ni; if it wasn’t for her, you wouldn’t have come over today.”
“Can you… let me stay for three days?”
“What about rent?”
“Huh?”
“How about you just be my servant for three days?” Laughing, Luo Xi pulls Xia Mo in close, softly breathing in the scent of her hair. “Help me clean the place, cook me dinner, okay? And if you don’t do it well the first time, then you’ll have to do it all over again. If you do it well, then I’ll reward you by letting you sleep in the master bedroom and I’ll sleep in the guest room.”
“Do you normally not make dinner?”
“I don’t know how. Anyways, I wouldn’t want to make dinner for myself – cooking by myself and then eating it by myself…”
“Okay.” And Xia Mo gently hugs him back.
Compared to Luo Xi, Xia Mo is a lot more lucky; she still has Xiao Cheng with her. Everything she’s done, everything that has worth and her very reason for becoming as strong as an unbendable tree – is all for Xiao Cheng to be happy and to live well. Cooking for him or eating what he makes for her… it all makes her unbelievably happy and fortunate. But Luo Xi… he has no one except himself…
“Hey, I’m really picky when it comes to my food. If you don’t make it to suit my tastes, I’m going to make you polish the floor!”
“I’m not even scared; I’m very confident when it comes to my culinary skills.”
“That confident, huh?”
Seeing Xia Mo so heartbreakingly cute, he cannot resist reaching out to tweak her nose. She quickly ducks but then succumbs to a huge yawn. It has been a long day for her.
When Luo Xi softly asks her if she’s tired, she has already fallen fast asleep. Gently picking her up, Luo Xi carries her to the master bedroom and lays her down on the bed. Seeing her forehead wrinkle in her sleep as if suffering from a bad dream, Luo Xi places a soft kiss there. Hopefully, all those nightmares plaguing her will be chased away to be replaced with sweet dreams… And she stops furrowing her forehead.
Laughing softly to himself, Luo Xi gently caresses her face. And sees the bright red swelling of a hand print.
However, in his eyes, she is still beautiful. Beautiful like the Sleeping Beauty in a fairy tale. Let her just sleep like this, staying forever by his side. Let them have their fairy tale ending and never have to part again…
*******
The cell phone’s shrill rings break the silence of the night. Ou Chen picks up his phone – “Young Master, it has been done like you requested. Tomorrow’s media will be releasing the news.”
As Ou Chen later looks out his window – why is it that his original plan of seeking revenge on her has suddenly come to naught?
